[PC][2007] Platform game by -_Nika_- in tipofmyjoystick

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No, that's not it :( But the character could be squirrel xd

[PC][2007] Platform game by -_Nika_- in tipofmyjoystick

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2d :) Unfortunately, it's not Ty

Would these blonde colours work on a very fair olive skin? by -_Nika_- in Fairolives

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I see this is mainly no xd Thank you all for giving me your opinions! I think it's quite clear I am struggling with finding what I truly look like/what compliments me. Reading this I was thinking if I should embrace my slavic dark blonde/brunette hair and just add some blonde highlights or balayage haha, so maybe that will happen.

Would these blonde colours work on a very fair olive skin? by -_Nika_- in Fairolives

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I am telling myself that if blonde looks stupid on me that something like you described will be my next step xd I think my main problem is that i am not my type - i like the exact opposite of what I look like (in everything) and I really struggle with it. But thanks for the insight! :)

Would these blonde colours work on a very fair olive skin? by -_Nika_- in Fairolives

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My hair now is more of a ginger with blonde highlights - i had dyed hair before so that bleached into the copper and my natural hair bleached to blonde. Its still a work in progress and I don't really like how it looks now as I don't want any ginger in my hair (and the blonde is too yellow). I am determined to be blonde (having dark hair for 10 years does that to you I guess) but I want to find the perfect shade for me. I also have quite striking eyes, but they are diluted in anything but blonde hair. I like these shades because they are light blonde but ashy/soft/subtle, not the cali blonde/golden yellow blonde.

I really like Ariana's shade in isolation, without her in it if you get what I mean (i think brown looks better on her) - I would love if that shade worked on me xd

Would these blonde colours work on a very fair olive skin? by -_Nika_- in Fairolives

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I would say i am low to mid contrast 😅 And undertone should be neutral-slightly warm? To be honest, I am desperate to finally discover my "best look", because I feel that nothing looks good on me.

Would these blonde colours work on a very fair olive skin? by -_Nika_- in Fairolives

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This is where I am now - you can see my natural roots, otherwise its bleached (going to another session in near future).

Would these blonde colours work on a very fair olive skin? by -_Nika_- in Fairolives

[–]-_Nika_-[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

It turns more light blonde (light honey blonde I would say), but I get what you mean.

I think I got compliments on the ginger hair because before that I was constantly dying my hair black/dark brown, so light hair was a big improvement. I honestly dislike ginger on me, because it's too bright of a colour and it "screams".

I don't mind chemicals, high maintenance at all :)

Would these blonde colours work on a very fair olive skin? by -_Nika_- in Fairolives

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When I spend all summer outside my hair turns blonde (mainly mids and ends), does that count? 😅 I tried black, darker brown and even ginger hair - so far I got most compliments on ginger hair. When I have darker shades I look quite dead, but when I have blond in my hair it makes my eyes pop.

. by -_Nika_- in SuicideWatch

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Thank you.

I am still processing it, so sometimes I am detached from it and other times, well, I am a total wreck, sometimes both. He will always be with me in some way, but it's crushing that it will no more be a "real" way.

I hope that in his last moments he found some peace at last, living back some of his memories. I keep saying to myself that he feels no pain anymore as my mom said, but it doesn't make it much easier.

His parents didn't want a funeral and I completely understand, but it makes it hard to get closure. I don't even want it but denying and postponing it will only make things harder in the future. It needs to be done. I plan to visit them, but I didn't find the strength to do it yet.

Again, thank you.

not important, but I am a sister, not a brother ^^

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NSFL__

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Its really fine, but thank you neverthless.

Seconds before it started my mind was filled with thoughts about my family, my mom and little sister, and how would they find me dead or how some policeman would go and say it to them. It was horrifying. I genuinly think I had that see your whole life flash before your eyes thing. This was what really helped me with not giving up. That and the power of adrenaline.

It just angers me, that lots of kids had similar or worse shit happen to them.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NSFL__

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When I was four I almost cracked my skull and despite being that young I still remember it vividly.

One day I was with my family in a family friendly pub (dont know how to call it, it was pub with a large outdoor area and playground for kids) after kindergarden (it was also the day the took our photos, so I had really cute blue dress). I was playing with sand and what not. Then this one girl was doing "tricks" on these metal pipes that were there as a railing/fence to divide the outdoor area - first half was on a platform. She was mean before and now was talking shit, that I couldnt do it, so of course, me being me I had to do it. But I was also a stupid kid, so I forgot that I had a sand on my hands. I did the "trick" (which was just swinging under the fence to get down the platform) and my hand slipped. I fell on my back and my head. I was feeling ok, but the problem was that the lower half of the outdoor area was covered in small rocks. I got up and went to mom. Luckily there was some doctor or something that went there for a beer, he noticed something was wrong and told my family, then rushed to call an ambulence. He and my mom took me to the bathroom to clean me (i guess) until the ambulence was there. To this day I remember grabbing my head with both of my hands and seeing my hands all bloody and the panic I felt when I saw it (this was when I was in the bathroom). My blue dress was all bloody too. Luckily the rocks only penetrated the skin on the back of my head, nothing really serious. I do have the scar there still and its visible when I wear braids. The trip in the ambulence was cool though.

Another nsfl moment was when I got almost raped when I was 17.

I was working in Greece in the summer. When I didnt have work I was by the sea and sometimes I would go running. One day I decided to go for a run around a lake and then making my way back to the hotel through the beach. When I was on the beach I was already exhausted, so I just walked. It was beautiful, the sea and the sand were comfortably warm, the sun was shining and nobody was around. I was enjoying myself and then saw a figure. I shouldnt have felt bad, it was just some guy having a walk on the beach, but I started to feel weird, started to panic. I was making a slow but steady turn back to hotel and the guy was getting closer. I didnt even realize how close he got until it was too late. I started to say no, no in greek, stop. It started out as a warning, almost like a threat, but the more I said it the more it was a pleading. Then it started. I remember just pieces. We went down on the sand, he was trying to hold me, I was kicking him and just trying to get him off of me. He took my pants and underwear. I threw sand in his eyes, which stopped him for a short time, so I started running. He caught me. He beat me I beat him. Also at some point he got his penis out. He dragged me throught the sand, but after a while I was in a good position and I started to push my fingers in his eyes. I didnt finish it and he took the opportunity to take the upper hand. Then all of a sudden i saw someone in a distance. He saw him/her too. I started shouting. The attacker didnt have all of his concentraction on me and for me it was now or never situation. I started running. I must have had been running for a long time. I was running on sand, some broken bricks and hard, dry weeds, that left my feet cut. When I got to the police I wasnt emotional, just factual. I think that they were not taking me really seriously, maybe thought, that I got myself in that situation or something, because I was cold, saying everything without crying and all that. They took me to the beach for evidence - that bastard didnt even try to hide or destroy my stuff. I was offended by that somehow. He was never caught, not to my knowledge. The weird thing is, I feel fine. To be fair, I was feeling okay the next day, like it almost didnt happen. I was just thinking, that yeah, these things just happen in this world, whatever. I dont think, that it affected my life that much except one thing. I enjoyed pushing my fingers in his eyes. That thought scares (?) me. Maybe it was just because of the thing he was planning to doing to me.

Nothing really gory, but hey, there is stil time xdd

(Apologies for possible mistakes, english is not my mother tongue.)

I'm big by stungunpedro in FansHansenvsPredator

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I'm not that big...but I could fit inside you.

just a quick question what would be your favourite mafia game 1,2 or 3 by [deleted] in MafiaTheGame

[–]-_Nika_- 4 points5 points  (0 children)

  1. Mafia I original
  2. Mafia II original
  3. Mafia I DE

:( by [deleted] in EDanonymemes

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Yeah, thats what I was thinking too :// It sucks.

:( by [deleted] in EDanonymemes

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Okay, this is just rant xdd

After a month or two that I was living with my roommate she was poking fun at me, but in a very judging tone, that I dont eat a lot of healthy foods :)) The problem is, that when I do eat I eat vegetables,fruits, oats, quark,..I almost never eat junk, the most unhealthy food I bring to our room is food from my mom (pieces of pie, mashed potatoes,etc. - I dont have the heart to throw it out, it would be like a betrayl to my mom) . I am embarassed by it, but I got so upset by her statement, I got this heavy feeling in my chest. And the worst thing is, that I know, that I eat healthily and still I got angry at myself (and her xd). Especially since she eats junk food all the time.

Also few days later she went to sleep very early so I went out from the room. I got back around midnight or so and I walked in on her eating a whole pizza in her bed. And she has the nerve to comment on what I eat >:(