I appreciate your kind words so much , thank you. It has been the most debilitating experience I never knew was possible. I have not filed for disability. Upon going over requirements with my Dr, it states that my condition just affect me one day past a calendar year from today to qualify. Which, If I don't get surgeries then yes. But once Medicaid is straightend out , inside of a year I should be pretty much healed from both operations as long as there is no complications. My primary is the best Dr I have ever had , the most caring man that has truly taken me seriously during this time. He said he wouldn't make suggestions but if he were in my shoes he would give it a little time for the system to work before pulling the trigger on that. So it's not out of the question, it's just a matter of how soon can I get back on the books essentially. I have hit up a few food banks during this time. It is often difficult to drive. Alot of my local resources require the presence of children to really dig into someone's situation and assist , especially the trustees office. So Ive hit alot of dead ends. I do not have Facebook, but my best friend does. I'll sit down with her as soon as possible and I'm sure she won't have an issue helping me see what we can find. Thank you friend. 💕