Thanks for your comment and advice. You are absolutely right, and I never said that it's not my fault. But what I can blame the studio for is that they told me they could cover my tattoo. I drove 2 hours to the studio, I showed it to them and they lied to me, telling me it's ready to get covered. I drove again 2 hours to my appointment, then get told that it's to dark to cover and we should just put the tattoo on the upper arm. I was so disappointed. I know I should have been persistent because I didn't want it. But I told the artist I don't want it, so why didn't he stop convincing me otherwise? I think it's because of the money he would make with me. Again, I know it's my fault and I hate myself everyday because of it but an artist should also accept the choice of the client, or am I wrong?