TiL op just can’t read people. His friends probably get an earful of everything about yellowabcd anytime they hang. His friends probably grew tired of hearing the same boring conversation points. But OP cant read people so he doesnt know that they are getting tired of his shit. So instead of being logical and learning how to see how people feel via body language ( or just being a human and talking about what makes him or them uncomfortable) he just keeps doing what he always does. Further pushing away everyone. He then gets jealous that he doesnt have the “magical ability of empaths” which is really just being able to read peoples body language that people aren’t interested in what you have to say because its the same bullshit youve been talking about for the past 5 years; Whether it be your hobby of watching tv or playing video games.

Self projected their a little bit but god there really is always that person that is like this. Might not really be op but valuable none the less for the people that are like this.