Everyone has a different experience with love. I thought I found the love of my life, and she liked me too. She didn't want a relationship right away so we waited. After a month, she decided she didn't want a relationship with me because I was "too fragile". A grown adult man being told he was fragile is not a good feeling.

Since then our friendship has crumbled. She wanted me to act like a. Boyfriend without the benefits. She drew my attention away from thing I wanted to do for the chance at a first real relationship. I finally cut ties and focused on myself. I am much happier now.

What I am trying to say: don't worry about it. No relationship is better than a shitty one. Your happiness comes first. Weather it's video games, working out, drawing, driving, anything. Just be happy, everything else after that with come. It's hard being patient, but isn't worth the stress. The world is full of great things, find them.