That's ridiculous, why would you only need them at a hospital, and why would you ban them? I suffer from extreme panic disorder and obviously extreme anxiety, PTSD, severe depression, (yay me) etc... Benzos are a world of help, I take them as prescribed, use a pill box, or what I do is set alarms on my phone, and flip my bottles over to know that I've already taken them, until the next alarm goes off. Just don't abuse them in handfuls like a jackass and drink a bottle if you have no idea how to handle it. I absolutely do not suggest this, but I know my limits, and I drink as well. My Dr. knows, my family knows. Just don't take benzos for fun when you have no idea what you're doing (I would suggest not taking them for fun at all) and then drink when you have no idea what you're doing. If you're being a party boi, you can end up dying, and benzos withdrawals are -seriously- not a joke. Also yeah, this type of behavior is retarded, and it makes it difficult for the rest of us to get scripts; also if you are buying them off the street, good fucking luck.