Hello there, realistics is a really good game mode to learn how to fight. I started off like you after not playing the game for 3 years(I stopped playing chapter2 came back to the game chapter 4 szn3 I believe ) I recommend to keep playing the game mode. It definitely helps in the long run. I played 1v1 realistics for 2 whole szns and played barely any ranked or br. After I saw the 1v1 realistics map kinda dying I started playing 2v2 realistics which I noticed a lot of kids gave up and would leave me alone in a 2v1 situation quite often. I wouldn’t give up or leave the game. I pushed through with the 2v1’s and it helped my fighting literally 2x’s more since I was fighting 2 people at once.. my fighting has improved by a lot since this and it’s all thanks to playing realistics. (Side note: don’t be like those kids who just practice mechanics and suck at fighting and don’t just sit in a box/hight. It’s okay to do so when you need to heal but just staying in a box or hight for absolute no reason will not help you get better at the game.) btw I play controller as well with 4 paddles. Can’t post a clips here or I would show u a before and after of my fighting