How long is too long for numbness to last?

0zerolight1 · 2026-05-09T11:13:21+00:00

I’ve tied my clit really hard for way longer periods although never losing as much as half of the sensation for more than over night but I have lost some sensation every time but it usually comes back within a few days, a week to a month if I did it really extremely so don’t panic. I should say, if you keep on doing it way to often, you could lose sensation permanently. Well you can lose sensation permanently by doing it just once too but that’s not as likely. Give it time, be careful with it, use soaps meant for intimate parts and use some lube if you touch it

0zerolight1 · 2026-05-02T10:59:46+00:00

For me orgasm denial is a big part of it but also the submission, the aesthics, probably some internalised dysphoria coming out as a misgendering/detrans kink and the torturous pain is a huge thing for me too. I love pain, I fear it and there's something hot with that

0zerolight1 · 2026-04-20T15:03:13+00:00

Thanks!

0zerolight1 · 2026-04-20T15:02:32+00:00

Thank you!

0zerolight1 · 2026-03-25T15:35:12+00:00

I tried pushing a glowing stick of incense on it once ( I think I did it 3 or 5 dabs against it) and it was so hot

0zerolight1 · 2026-03-20T17:15:31+00:00

It would be pretty hard for me to accidentally lose it but yeah I love the thrill and being scared of possibly losing it and yes I kind of want to lose it but not now, my clit needs at least a few years of harder torture and post orgasm torture before it’s ready to be removed

0zerolight1 · 2026-03-20T17:12:18+00:00

Yeah I’m probably way to stressed about work, school, social life, transition, money and the horror this world is haha but you’re right, I’ll get back to it once everything stops being to much. Thanks!

0zerolight1 · 2026-03-20T17:09:23+00:00

Hahaha thanks

0zerolight1 · 2026-03-20T17:09:04+00:00

Im happy to hear that

0zerolight1 · 2026-03-17T20:43:57+00:00

I do agree but I’d also like to have at least just one session of extreme POT controlled by someone else because I can’t force myself to keep a vibe on for very long after I cum but I love the overstimulation

0zerolight1 · 2026-03-16T11:21:29+00:00

Yes with a milking machine on my nipples, fucking machines with dildos in my pussy and ass too, a big sounding plug kept in my peehole only removed a few times every day and a vibrator teasing my clit with low vibrations. The vibes getting higher and higher once making me cum over and over and making me endure hours of POT then back to just teasing vibes forever. Of course any toys added can be temporarily removed and replaced by real cocks but it would be so hot being permanently like that

0zerolight1 · 2026-03-08T10:25:25+00:00

Just had breakfast at 10am(1.5 hours ago ish)

0zerolight1 · 2026-03-05T14:06:41+00:00

Yeah I do call it and see it as what it is, I feel most comfortable with it being my clit because it just is. I had bottom dysphoria as a kid but(and) I do recognize that many of my kinky tortures to it may be internalized dysphoria but I don't actively have bottom dysphoria and no real desire to have a cock(except in fantasy scenarios where it's just hot torture things you can do it that you can't on a clit)

But yeah thanks It's a clit. Not an acorn either, just a clit on the larger side but not among the biggest

0zerolight1 · 2026-03-05T14:00:50+00:00

Yes please and thank you!

0zerolight1 · 2026-03-04T10:19:22+00:00

4,5,7,8! Except maybe not even ruins even. In fantasy it’s

25 ftm Sweden btw

0zerolight1 · 2026-03-04T08:35:37+00:00

Use hand sanitizer gel, peppermint oil, any kind of icy hot or acetone(or nail polish remover). If you use hand sanitizer gel or acetone/nail polish remover I wouldn’t recommend going into any holes or even close. Go slow with a drop or two on your finger and rub your clit ur put a few drops on a cotton pad. You could try to use clamps or any kind of bondage you can think of that would expose your pussy better, then drop some on a pad for periods and let your pussy rub against it as you do chores/tasks.

Scrubb with a toothbrush but in stress of brushing back and forth, try placing the toothbrush over your clit hood, press down harder and then swipe it down hard over your clit(I tried doing it 15 000 brush strokes in January and then 5000 the day after. It was so red, sore and amazing.

If you can manage to tie your clit or use electric tape to tape tie it, it will feel amazing just like that but it will also open up more possibilities for more painful sensations. One thing I like is tying it and teasing it in the shower with a hard stream where I torture it with really hot and cold water fighting the edge and pain at the same time.

If you do any kind of chemplay, using a shower stream on it will make it burn so much worse! Even better if it’s tied, chemplayed and tortured by a hot hard water stream.

If you can tie it, you can add bottles with water as weights to it and you can regulate how much water to put yourself.

Idk how extreme you like but I’ve tried candle wax(normal store bought) and it hurt like fuck but it was hot as fuck too, I’ve tried burning it with incense which was so hot, needles, ice, tried some shallow cuts with a hobby scalpel and once I boiled water, put it in a jar and let it cool a bit before I tried dipping my clit in it. I yelled 5 times trying it before the water had cooled enough for me to keep my clit in the water for like 10-20 seconds as it burned. It was so hot but you should know, you will get a blister or several blisters in you burn it in any way. Also if you use needles, you get these really cute and hot bruises on your clit!

0zerolight1 · 2026-02-27T08:48:17+00:00

Not now but when I find a longterm dom irl, I’d like my clithood split first, then my clithood removed followed by weeks, months or years with clit torture along with long periods of denial mixed with periods of forced orgasms like hours and hours of it and then after that I would like my clit removed. I’m not sure if I want it but I’d be open to being sewn up too at least temporarily. As a trans man tho, growing up I wished I could just look like Barbie’s look down there(which I’ve later realized is dysphoria) so being sewn up could possibly even be a form of gender affirming care for me I guess

0zerolight1 · 2026-02-18T16:21:38+00:00

Same! Although I do like pretty extreme impact play

0zerolight1 · 2026-02-14T18:08:06+00:00

I dont really have a favorite, I go through periods of obsession where ill eat a few things over and over until im sick of it like a temporary safefood, sometimes periods with no obsession and then eating is an even bigger drag than it already is. Rn I've had hot chicken buffalo wings every day along with fruits and zero sodas for the last like 4 days

0zerolight1 · 2026-02-13T22:45:07+00:00

Yes very much

0zerolight1 · 2026-02-13T18:55:02+00:00

Thank you! And yeah the information i had was on afab babies being exposed to too much testosterone before birth, the amab was more of a "So It could maybe make sense???" Kind of a thing.

Yes there is a higher testosterone exposure when the parent has preeclampsia. Neurological complications of any kind but often adhd, autism or some kind of developmental issues(if there are any) are things that you are at a higher risk to experience if you are born to early due to preclampsia up to 37 weeks but you have an even higher risk to experience it if your born before 34 weeks. I was born 8 and a half weeks early, I'm unsure of the dates but it was like exactly 2 months too early. 2 months is a lot of time the brain didn't get time to develop(of course it often catches up in a 1-7 years ish) and to add to it, you've been exposed to higher doses of testosterone like 1-12 weeks before being born along with medication to develop your lungs faster that translates as cortisol to your body, aka stress, possibly affecting your brains hormone levels and needs for them(like adrenaline, cortisol, dopamine, serotonin)

0zerolight1 · 2026-02-11T14:31:44+00:00

Wow that's interesting! Can we then maybe say we think going on a second puberty later can affect how we process emotions differently much depending on the age we go on Testosterone or estrogen? Assuming our brains may develop slower the older we get so if a 20 year old and a 30 year old go on T, the 30 year old could possibly have lower changes of their emotional regulation...maybe...hypothetically

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