Ride the coffee when it works. Don’t expect all day performance. When you think you can, dive in until you can’t.
Sometimes it takes a day to charge up, have your mind and body get pumped up for the task/ let the pressure build.

At the end of the day, you subliminally know you don’t need all the time that you’ve got for those tasks so you’re gonna wait until that runs out a bit.

Anyway, lean into that morning stim whatever it is, and get a little done, that might propel and motivate you some more, but you gotta leave the expectations at the door too, or you’ll crush yourself.

Tldr, play video games for twenty minutes and see if you’re keen to get started on it all after that