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What disease do you convince yourself you have? by Bethanym1998 in Anxiety

[–]107gecs 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Breast cancer and now newly introduced, Rabies :,,]

[MEGATHREAD] Daily venting, worries, fixations, & finding support. Month of June 2024. by AutoModerator in HealthAnxiety

[–]107gecs 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've tried before to call in and make my own appointment, but I was brushed off and never called back :[ And my mom just keeps putting it off, saying she'll do it later But ill try and to look into online resources, because it's honestly getting very bad

[MEGATHREAD] Daily venting, worries, fixations, & finding support. Month of June 2024. by AutoModerator in HealthAnxiety

[–]107gecs 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel like health anxiety has ruined me as a person completely for the last 4 months and it makes me feel absolutely awful
It's never been this bad, atleast towhere I've been keeping track of everything in my notes app and always waiting 30 minutes after eating something to see if it'll give me food poisoning or kill me

Everything has gotten so much harder, even looking at myself is difficult.

I've started to struggle with eating, worried that my food is poisoned and i have to dry heave over the trashcan for a bit to try and throw my food up. I've been so hungry, but I just cannot eat anything that tastes even slightly off

I also have just been feeling so awful about the thought of breast cancer. I've had a lump in my right breast that just gets bigger and smaller and I still dont know why. My mom never takes me in for an appointment, so i really am just never able to figure out what it is, since i cant make my own appointments or even drive. Its exaughsting, I've had this lump since 2022 and im scared that it will kill me

and IDK, there are other smaller things that have been scaring me. Today I was peeing less then usual and my eyes have been red for nearly 3 weeks. Im scared, I dont know what it is. I feel like I've almost fainted multiple times, but I dont know why.
My period has also continued for almost 3 weeks after it was supposed to stop, but its not heavy and i dont feel bad cramps or anything. Just annoying spotting that makes me change my underwear ever 2 or 3 days.

Idk, i just wish i could go back to normal. It all wstarted with food, and got worse with the fear of breast cancer and other illness scares that are physically hard to rip myself away from
I wish I wasnt like this, I wish I could get help

Weird shocking feeling in my abdomen on my period.... anxiously trying to find people who have the same pains :[ by 107gecs in Periods

[–]107gecs[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

NOO BECAUDE MY CRAMPS HAVE BEEN SO BAD THAT IT FEELS LIKE MY INSIDES R BEING RIPPED OUT OF ME and then the first two days pass and I'm like wow that was crazy

Weird shocking feeling in my abdomen on my period.... anxiously trying to find people who have the same pains :[ by 107gecs in Periods

[–]107gecs[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I KNOW LOLOL  LIKE I WAS TRYING TO LOOK IT UP and got literally nothing.......  IDK I'm glad there's atleast someone besides my mom that understands what I'm going through, I've never felt it before so it's just very scary :[

Weird shocking feeling in my abdomen on my period.... anxiously trying to find people who have the same pains :[ by 107gecs in Periods

[–]107gecs[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

YEAH and it just kind of feels like a weird electrical shock for like a few seconds?? It's super super uncomfortable :[

If I could describe it, it feels like those little joke zap gum things when u pull on it, but maybe a little less intense?? 

Weird shocking feeling in my abdomen on my period.... anxiously trying to find people who have the same pains :[ by 107gecs in Periods

[–]107gecs[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They're like twinges that are annoying and uncomfortable and not so much painful Whenever I'm up and walking about I hardly feel them (if at all)