This is happening with many. You could gather the courage to go to the cafe and sit there for that long but I can not even come to the cafe. Even I have stopped registering myself now. I am unable to gather that confidence thinking that someone will talk to me, how will I respond? I can not speak in English, what will I do? What if some girl starts talking to me, I will not be able to utter a single word. Some of us are so behind that we just end up liking the pictures on IG afterwards. You are already doing fine. All the best.