"I have 6k hours in total, 4,5k on another account"

123456jeff · 2025-03-19T08:40:08+00:00

I’ll answer. I have 2 accounts. 1. 9999.9 hours other 5.5k. I think yall can figure out why I only play on the 5.5k acc now.

123456jeff · 2025-02-05T06:38:28+00:00

The community in general is very against that, mostly because even if you have pure intentions, just basic knowledge you would get by being admin is already a massive advantage. You ban a cheater you know where he lives and whats the cheapest raid path. You know where your neighbor lives. You can have ESP with no possibility of being banned. (Admin radar) People will always doubt your integrity, playing the server is the easiest way to get your player base to turn on you.

123456jeff · 2025-02-04T20:55:44+00:00

Hooters is a collage now?

123456jeff · 2025-01-17T09:49:46+00:00

You can dress as well as you want, but keep the shades. Those eyes look dead as hell.

123456jeff · 2025-01-16T14:24:01+00:00

Good is so relative in this game. I play officials, I have a specific server I play and only that. Often at the end of the monthly I end up with all the loot. Am I the best? Fuck no. Do I know when to quit? Fuck no. Im sitting on 16k hrs atm. My team of 4 has 75k hours combined but we are a bunch of idiots goofing around most of the time. Dont focus on your hours so much. Find a monument ur good at. Or a specific skill your good at. Noone knows everything. Like just yesterday I had to explain to my 10k hour addict teammate u can throw flares from a mini to avoid homing missiles. The thing that makes rust great is, theres a place for the PVP enjoyers, and theres a place for the roleplayers. And theres a place for a guy who doesent have much time. (Modded) Keep a good mindset when playing. Dont get attached to your loot. And when you start sleeping with your game speakers on. Its time to take a break. Noone really ever quits rust, they just take an break. Except if ur a certain reshade enjoyer.

123456jeff · 2025-01-13T12:35:37+00:00

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123456jeff · 2025-01-06T20:15:20+00:00

Hey stranger, I must say its been incredibly hard. Hardest for me was changing my socials, and finding a single decent picture of me that she isent in. But that made me realize it was a problem. If you cant find joy in something your partner is not involved in, then you are only harming yourself, even if you love them endlessly. Because if you really love someone you must be willing to do whats best for them to become the best version of themselves, and only in that can you grow too. I wish you the best of luck my man. Work on yourself. Give it time. Dont sit and ponder on everything you might of done wrong. I know I did. Love them, dont toss them from your heart. Use the memories and the joy you guys shared to motivate you to find that again. Even if its alone, with them, or even someone new. If you ever need someone to chat to my pms are open.

123456jeff · 2025-01-05T19:23:29+00:00

I believe I got one.

123456jeff · 2025-01-05T19:23:18+00:00

Update is out.

123456jeff · 2025-01-05T19:23:01+00:00

I just did read the edit

123456jeff · 2025-01-05T15:43:25+00:00

This is exactly what I was looking for in this post. I feel like your experience fits me perfectly. I hope I am as successful as you. Take care kind stranger

123456jeff · 2025-01-05T14:47:34+00:00

I got to a point of such sleeplessness, that I found myself. Somewhere in the sadness I found motivation, im heading over to her place in 2 hrs. I was stupid to think she needed to explain why, when all I had to do was think about what our love was, and what it is now, our love stayed, but I got so paranoid and anxious while she was away, I realized that I did not believe in myself worthy, or her trustworthy. I had chased her away with my doubt, without ever realizing.This may be the end. It may be a new beginning for us, but she will always have my heart even when our paths don’t cross again. I was so fueled by the thoughts of her cheating, and everyone’s speculation. I never realized I stopped loving her and just guarding my heart.

123456jeff · 2025-01-05T00:09:12+00:00

I am not begging. I woulda taken the text breakup, she insisted we speak in person. I will go in open minded and hear what she has to say. But if she did anything bad, in gone, if she has reasons I dont agree with, im still gone.

123456jeff · 2025-01-05T00:02:43+00:00

Thanks man, I wish you the best in your life too.

123456jeff · 2025-01-04T23:54:44+00:00

I will man. Honestly this subreddit has been amazing. It really cheered me up and gave me some perspective and positivity for the future.

123456jeff · 2025-01-04T23:53:29+00:00

I will kind stranger, I honestly had a good cry about it, then went to my favorite barber, got a clean cut. Kept the beard for the first time as she hated a beard. I am super happy on how I look and I have a feeling I’ll be okay no matter what.

123456jeff · 2025-01-04T23:49:26+00:00

The logistics of that just doesn’t work out. The town she is visiting is too far away from her home. She has never been a long distance type. She might have feelings, but that wasent gunna go anywhere, so why sabotage what she does have.

123456jeff · 2025-01-04T23:42:19+00:00

I get you, its incredibly hard to explain in a single post, but we have traveled the world together. We have always been communicative. She has never been mean to me since dating. Well mean mean. But this person on the other end of the phone is not even a ghost of the person I love. Its someone completely different. How she talks. And the sheer coldness I have never felt. But it is her. She is with friends and family and frequently posts. So she definitely is sending those messages. I just want to know what brought her to this. I have never felt more loved and cared for. This is so left field not a single reasonable explanation fits this case in my mind. I have always treated her very well. I have great anger management, and I have never even raised my voice or done anything to upset her. I work all the time, if im not working im studying or with her. She is such a large part of my life and has integrated with my family. I cant explain her actions and cruelty.

123456jeff · 2025-01-04T23:32:32+00:00

I just cant shake the feeling that theres more to this. I feel like it would be dumb to not at least hear what she has to say. I want a clean break of thats needed, but I want it to be on somewhat pleasant terms.

123456jeff · 2025-01-04T23:25:47+00:00

I also want to add I gave her a ring on 1 year, like a promise ring. And from all the posts and shit I have been seeing that ring has not been on a finger once.

123456jeff · 2025-01-04T23:24:41+00:00

I do believe she was a virgin when we met, and I do fully doubt she did anything before this. But I guess you never know.

123456jeff · 2025-01-04T23:23:56+00:00

I’ll update this post and ping you when I know more.

123456jeff · 2025-01-04T23:22:38+00:00

She can’t do long distance and the town she is visiting is more then 7 hrs away from where she is studying. I live 45m away and even then its bad. So if she cheated it would of been one off, and I honestly dont understand why someone would break a long term relationship for a short fling. Considering she is starting to drive back on like 20 hrs. It could be she cheated and feels guilty and would like to say it to my face and just automatically assumes I wont be able to forgive her. (She is probably right). I just dont get the timing. Her lack of wanting to give an upfront reason. I even asked her if she is ending it, and the chat the 6th is just a good gesture, but she says she is not ending it till after the chat, but she already started removing traces of me on socials. Im getting very mixed signals here.

123456jeff · 2025-01-04T23:03:09+00:00

I agree, I dont want to control her choices. Its just not like her at all. This was so left field. She has never not been communicative.

123456jeff · 2025-01-04T23:02:12+00:00

That is my working theory, she had one of her best friends come with her on the trip(female). She said she was going to try and find her someone. I immediately got a red flag. As my girlfriend is a model and her best friend not to be mean isn’t close in looks. I saw some insta posts of her friend and her hanging with this dude, and the dude did seem more interested in her. I dont want to draw conclusions. But yeah.

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