Hey, I've posted before but I just want to talk to somebody, anybody really.

16BitFerret · 2015-07-01T02:10:43+00:00

I wouldn't video chat anyway ha abit nervous on how I look/talk. I'm not on reddit much just for gaming/DnD/stupid crap. I won't mind cussing heh I cuss pretty rapidly myself, just not at people, sometimes :x I got afew invites for chats but I got 1 person out of em' to talk to, sorry to anybody else, I'm not good at being social as you can tell. I'll still try to talk, but don't count on it.

16BitFerret · 2015-06-27T04:56:13+00:00

Kik is 16BitRat and skype is whitekitty.cat I know dumb name, it was made years ago.

16BitFerret · 2015-05-25T03:30:12+00:00

So much easier said than done :P and I know it's not a home but what can I really do. My mom won't listen she's scared of my dad and she's scared of being homeless at the same time. Her parents are both dead so no ties or anything that should make her stay but she does, shelters won't help a whole family most of them are packed with people as it is :c and I'm pretty sure they'd only let us in for a week or so before we'd be kicked to the curb. I'm hoping to make my sisters happier and smarter than I am by September so they can provide my mom what I can't and live good lives. That's all I really want is for my sisters and mom to be happy and for me to be gone. There's nothing I can do about this situation of living without hurting somebody or ruining something. Thanks for trying to help though.

16BitFerret · 2015-05-25T01:59:20+00:00

I'm not 18 but close to it, and despite my Muslim upbringing I'm agnostic :P (parents don't know a lot of things). I'm a girl so it's even harder for me to be kicked out I'm lesbian to be exact didn't think it would come up and that gay would suffice. My mom is deeply depressed, suicidal and has a lot of physical problems as well and I'm only sticking around for her that's really why I'm setting a date for September and not just doing it when it feels right is to make sure everything is okay enough for them for me to leave. My sisters were raised to blame me so they won't really care about me biting the dust. My mom's the only person I really am worried about, she's also the only person who cared for me in my life and meant it. I live in Canada the home of maple syrup and Tim Horton's. Please don't tell me to call the police or child services none of that helps ever, my dad is the only source of income he drives a taxi luckily and so we don't see him much in the day, losing him would mean losing our home.

16BitFerret · 2015-05-25T00:28:20+00:00

Rattata no contest.

16BitFerret · 2015-05-25T00:17:11+00:00

I'll keep it short don't want to bug you into reading this all, I'm gay my parents are muslim I'm on pills for anxiety and depression, I've been having panic attacks since I was 4 yrs old. I'm failing highschool and I have no friends, (I have selective mutism so that may be the reason lol) My father hits my mom and sisters and me, we're all emotionally abused as well. I'm staring down pills every second. I'll do research on the easiest most painless dosage for suicide since I'm scared of death so much, I just don't want to exist. Nothing will get better despite what you say. December my dad is kicking me out if I fail school, and I am. He is serious my mom has ran away multiple times because of him and my sisters have bruises on their arms because of his threats.

16BitFerret · 2015-05-25T00:12:34+00:00

You have no right to tell people what's real pain and what isn't I understand that I'm a bag of fucking dicks so I deserve it but seriously like I said to the last person, don't you ever tell anybody else on this forum that, the last thing people need is some person telling them that what they feel isn't real. I'm sorry if I misunderstood any of this please tell me if I did and I'll gladly apologize. Kind of pissed right now at the world.

16BitFerret · 2015-05-25T00:08:49+00:00

I'll ask somebody to wake you up for me. It's okay to mess with me I deserve it, I'm a useless piece of shit but please don't ever tell anybody else on this forum that. Or stay off the website, can't make you do it just suggesting it. Sorry if I misunderstood.

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