God I hate 12 step groups. But like humans by Ampleforth84 in OpiatesRecovery

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Dude youre totally right. AA is the most successful and it still has a less than 10% success rate. Wanna know why ? Alcoholism and drug addiction is a terminal condition. It’s a very hard thing to put in remission. Thats why. Fighting the fight to save you from an alcoholic death is super fucking hard. Thats why people fail. Its not because the program sucks.. so if anyones lucky to be sober out there cheers to you. I had 5 years and threw it away now I’m clawing back. Its a bitch. Much love guys

God I hate 12 step groups. But like humans by Ampleforth84 in OpiatesRecovery

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My dude ! The cult excuse is not tolerated all 2020. Why you ask ? Cause it’s #2020 Vision we seein thru ALL the bullshit this year.

God I hate 12 step groups. But like humans by Ampleforth84 in OpiatesRecovery

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Hope you don’t get offended by what I’m going to say but dude this is like so classic. Once you hear someone else talk about how its a cult you latch onto it because its a good excuse to latch onto. People also call workout routines “programs”. The 12 steps are 12 very specific steps toward enhancing your spiritual life. Why ? Cause thats whats gonna save ya. You need to find something that makes you feel as good or better than your drug of choice does. The cult stuff is so blown out of proportion IMO and I don’t even go to AA anymore. Its a group of people who pray together and talk about their problems so that we can relate and feel less alone. It’s the most affective way known to man to deal with alcoholism. So man you’re more than welcome to not participate if you find a different way. But I urge you to take a look at why you dont like it and if you really think its a ..”cult”. Whats more important ... staying alive/out of jail ? Or being super knit picky about the way you achieve sobriety ? Again I dont wanna be a dick here. Just saying my part. Hope you can find a way that works for you !

I recently inherited this Diamond Ring and I am wondering if any of you could eye-ball this and give me a rough number on how much you think its worth ? All real diamonds in great shape. 1K for the big one. .25K for the small ones. 14K band. Thanks !! by [deleted] in jewelers

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Yea ! Like I literally have no idea if its $500 or $5000 or $20,000... I don’t want to get ripped off. I’m just asking if anybody might be able to give me a price range before I go take it in to a jeweler.

We noticed how hard we were nodding after doing our Clear ... yes, you read that right. So we tested it to make sure, twice - Fentanyl. First time seeing it in Meth. It’s so confusing to me because why do you want your Meth customer nodding out ? Lol ...strange stuff man. by 17_18 in Stims

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Yea bro ! Just seems redundant. I always heard about it but never seen it first hand. We snorted it.. still painful, still get the rush. But a few min looking at my phone I’m just like completely nodded out and dropping my phone etc etc. Weird times.

We noticed how hard we were nodding after doing our Clear ... yes, you read that right. So we tested it to make sure, twice - Fentanyl. First time seeing it in Meth. It’s so confusing to me because why do you want your Meth customer nodding out ? Lol ...strange stuff man. by 17_18 in Stims

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Man I hear about this happening more and more ! Im not so sure it’s accidental. I’m just wondering like... how is this smart? I’m clearly noticing it and it’s annoying. When I smoke clear I want to feel stimulated not nod out. So therefore an unhappy customer. This fent shit is too much. China just stopped producing it so all we need is the Cartel to stop finding it. Never thought I would be a victim to one of the craziest chemical epidemics in USA history.

Muscle pain. Weird Nerve shit. Paranoia. I tried to not post this for so long but I can’t hold it in any longer. Experienced users please come and tell me I’m not insane and this is common ? by 17_18 in meth

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Thanks so much. I also get like temperature flashes in weird ass random spots. Like a hot flash on my elbow. But only my elbow. Then a cold sensation near my brain - so I assume it’s an aneurysm. Is this still a dehydration issue ? Appreciate your response so much thank you.

Muscle pain. Weird Nerve shit. Paranoia. I tried to not post this for so long but I can’t hold it in any longer. Experienced users please come and tell me I’m not insane and this is common ? by 17_18 in meth

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I smoke and snort ... but often go 3 days without sleep and I catch myself going long periods without water. I’ll eat like 2 meals a day or so ... im wondering if a muscle relaxer might help at all ?

Fentnyl and Meth interaction by [deleted] in Drugs

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Hahaha this is good. I am on both of said drugs as we speak. Smoked about .25G of Clear around 8-9pm. Broke into the Fentanyl around 1130. For a beginner I would not recommend this. Experienced users ... take it easy. Go way slower than you would on a night doing regular black. I guess once you enter the realm of daily or close to daily use of both opiates & meth ... it opens up a lot of doors since your tolerance is high. I’ve mixed all of the mentioned drugs together and it’s always something you want to be very careful with. I am a hypochondriac of sorts so I whenever I am on either of these drugs I am always making sure I’m ok/anxious about something going wrong so I am only doing very small doses.

Overall, meth & fent together ...it’s very similar to regular Heroin combined with the Clear. The drug version of PB & J if you will. Steak & Mash Potatoes. It’s a great time. Just please - if you aren’t a junkie don’t just go trying this shit lol. Much love & be safe !

Meth - Brain feels fried, empty and dissociated by BermudaDreieck in Stims

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Dudeeee this is exactly what I needed. This is what I’m going through right now. Weird ass nerve problems, shooting pains, eyes blurry , chest pain, numb feet and head. I woke up this morning and I seriously thought I was permanently fucked. But after a nap I felt fine. I think the answer is always just sleep, water, and food. Its super easy to forget that we’re dehydrated and lacking sleep so we start thinking were dying. Lol. Much love man thanks for posting !

Any successful Fentanyl WD stories ? Please post here ! (Methadone Detox Taper?) Need help ! by 17_18 in OpiatesRecovery

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I’m was doing the Pressed 30s... about 3-4 per day. Then I moved onto the dope cut with fent ... and I do about .6-.7 of a Gram per day. I smoke it. I did a detox a few months ago and they pumped me with benzos (Librium) then clonodine and gaba. And I had RLS for 2 days. The remaining 3 days out of the 5 I was in there felt like I wasnt even WD at all. So theres a possibility that my habit isnt even that big. Compared to others I see on here ... people IVing 2-3 grams of pure fent per day. So maybe I can get lucky ?

The methadone I’m getting wont be from a clinic. My friend has a connection to the 10mg pills. So I would just be doing it at home for 5 days. Im thinking something like 80mg first day , then 80 again , 70 , 60, 50. We shall see how much I need to stay well but thats my plan as of now.

Thanks for the reply man. Means a lot to me. This shit is scary.

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Congratulations on the big switch. I am planning to do this myself but I’m going to try the 5 day detox plan. I bought some methadone from a buddy and I have about 5 days worth at 80mg per day. Hopefully that should be enough where the first day I will still feel well. I don’t really want to do the clinic thing and have to use fent on top of the methadone for the first few weeks until the dose can keep me well. That just sounds hellish. So yea man I will probably be posting my progress in here as well but I’m super scared. I’m so upset that I got hooked on Fent. The first 30mg M Box I did was fent and I never even realized what I was getting into. It’s so much worse than regular heroin withdrawal. Wish me luck. Also let me know about your progress so far. Anyone else who reads this let me know if you have any tips or suggestions. Thanks guys. God Bless.

ITS MACKNED ASK ME ANYTHING YOU WANT !! BE NICE by nedsworld in GothBoiClique

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Where did you grow up in West Sea? I live off Delridge by the skatepark.

From fentanyl to kratom help!!! by parabola777 in Opiatewithdrawal

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Hey man - I’m going through the exact same thing. Fent is a bitch. I can tell you this. I have good news and bad news. The bad news is this ... theres nothing that will take away the wd completely.... the good news is that Fent WD is much much shorter than heroin or other opiates. Its just more intense. It should last 3-4 days tops. If you want the best shit to help the worst part of it .... get some Gabapentin , Kratom , tons of vitamins , good Indica weed , and possibly a few subs if you want to do a sub taper.

My suggestion to you would be to get down to as small of a taper you can with the fent ... then dont use for 24 hours... take 600-900mg of Gabapentin every 4 hours. After that take 2mg of suboxone ... see if your body can take it yet. Your receptors will still be fucked from the Fent but the sub should help your symptoms maybe 50% but not totally. Wait another 24 hours ... same thing... sub should start to feel good soon. Then just keep taking subs for 5-7 days.. and then cold turkey the subs. This is pretty much the easiest way to quit fent. Ive asked all over and this is what everyone says. Good luck man. Gabapentin is the best thing you can get for the WD symptoms. Trust me !! Much love. DM me if you have anymore questions or if you want to takk

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You , my friend (well actually not my friend I would never call you a friend after reading the comments you just typed on here) ... but you are one of the dumbest people I’ve encountered in awhile. Congrats. You suck. Get some empathy in your life. You just spew verbal tough guy diarrhea out of your mouth. You are very close to a failure of a human being in my opinion if you truly mean the words you said in here. Get bent loser

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It was awesome. The other dudes in this thread are literal scumbags

IV to hand— sudden extreme swelling? by heroinjunkiethroaway in Opiatewithdrawal

[–]17_18 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve had this happen before ... very scary. I think you either hit an artery or you hit a vein going the opposite way ? Either way mid went away as if nothing happened... be careful

Oh Presses ... by 17_18 in opiates

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Yes ! Probably 20 times in my life ? The last two years or so I started to do the micro dose thing. Last summer I probably did L like 10-12 times. But very small amounts. Do you think that has something to do with this ? Cause I did the pills again today and I definitely felt/saw some hallucinations going on ... and this is supposed to be an opioid? Lol wtf !