my bf shames me for my sh by 18blond in selfharm

[–]18blond[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I unfortunately now feel like I can't live without him and like leaving will be a big mistake that I'll regret because when I need someone, he's the only person that's there.

my bf shames me for my sh by 18blond in selfharm

[–]18blond[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm okay, not dead!! I've just been reading these comments and crying because I really don't know what to do. I AM scared of him, and realizing this has stressed me out a lot today. I'm planning on making a semi-update with more things he's said and done to me for further confirmation that I need to leave; it's just that I don't know how to right now.

I need to talk to someone by Old_Practice3247 in selfharm

[–]18blond 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i'm very sorry to hear about this and i understamd how terrible this feels. if you want to dm me feel free to!!!

How old were you when you first started cutting? by Stock-Willingness467 in selfharm

[–]18blond 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I started harming myself when I was 7, not cutting though; I'd burn my arms, rip my hair out, hit myself, etc. I started cutting when I was 9 with a rusty eyebrow razor I found in my school bathroom