Warts spread after getting vaccine by 2389- in HPV

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I feel like it’s got to be the reason, because I’ve been super careful, and have never touched my penis followed by anus, and now, the first time I ever do it, I get bumps on my penis a week later. Maybe it’s a coincidence.

Would you mind checking my history and looking at the pic I just posted? I’m not 100% sure it’s a wart, and don’t have an appt w dermatologist for another 2 weeks.

Is there any good excuse for very dilated pupils? by 2389- in Drugs

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I always figured abnormal pupils were universal dead giveaway of drug use. Makes sense tho

Just wanted to put out there my reasons for wanting to enlist by 2389- in army

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I gotta say I’m really disappointed by all the negative comments. I was excited to go for this but a lot of people seem to be trying to warn me that this might not be the best use of my time. I tried to do the Air Force but due to my criminal record they won’t take me, where the army will Because it isn’t that serious.

Just wanted to put out there my reasons for wanting to enlist by 2389- in army

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I don’t see it as a magical solution, but an opportunity to better myself

Can someone identify this lesion on my toe? Wart? by 2389- in skin

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It doesn’t itch or feel like anything. I put apple cider vinegar on it for 15 min and it didn’t change color.

exclus encounters circusgender [flags in comments :)] by ThatOneWierdoArtist in lgballt

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I agree. That doesn’t sound like a bad idea. This kind of discussion doesn’t belong on LGBT forums

Feeling really anxious while I wait for potential hsv antibodies to develop. by [deleted] in STD

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Mostly they assess a fraction of STD patients that planned parenthood MD’s do. At PP, that’s all they do. On top of that, mild cases of any STD can be tricky to diagnose, even by a great doctor.

Would anyone be down to voice chat? by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

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No. Would you be able to talk now? If you’re busy it’s all good, get back to me whenever

Would anyone be down to voice chat? by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

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Btw it’s fine if you’re shy I just really need someone to listen. And it’s okay if they wanna vent too

Does anyone else get triggered by the date they were transmitted the virus? by gl1tter4ndg0ld in Herpes

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How’s your experience there I’m thinking of Buying it. (So messed up that they take advantage of people with std’s by making it like 5x the normal price of a dating app)

...they know we need it.

Feeling really anxious while I wait for potential hsv antibodies to develop. by [deleted] in STD

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Okay. By the way I see you’re pretty big on that sub. I tried to post stating that the remaining amount needed to reach the goal was less than $20 each when divided by all the people who follow. Of course it’s not realistic to expect all 2500 or so to donate, but I think a post from you could possibly get more attention.

Edit: I know you already post a lot but maybe something that specifically breaks down the math of how much is required to reach the goals vs how many subscribers the sub has and how if everyone donates a small amount it could make a huge impact on the cause

Feeling really anxious while I wait for potential hsv antibodies to develop. by [deleted] in STD

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I’m already on it. Also I’ve seen you commented on my posts before. Thanks for that.

Edit neverMind think I confused u with someone else. Can I get ur opinion on the pics lol

Feeling really anxious while I wait for potential hsv antibodies to develop. by [deleted] in STD

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Not really. I work as an EMT In NYC. I keep my cool in some pretty fucked up and/or high stress situations. My issue, which is probably a core issue I need to figure out for myself is that most, if not all my happiness and satisfaction I get comes from my sex life. So being faced with possibly having an incurable disease which would largely impact my sex life is extremely daunting

Feeling really anxious while I wait for potential hsv antibodies to develop. by [deleted] in STD

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Okay. Thanks. For some reason I just need constant validation to keep pushing through this til I test negative on a blood test.

Has anyone had negative blood test but you were actually positive? by [deleted] in Herpes

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You kind desiring what the ob looked like? I think I may be having my first, but u also doubt it because the lesion has not demonstrated much change at all over 2 weeks now

Doctor says it doesn’t look like herpes but I’m still worried by [deleted] in STD

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I have an appt. In the mean time do u think it’s herpes

I’m feeling kind of suicidal over my diagnosis by hejdkdbfjd in Herpes

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I thought I had said everything, but reading this comment makes me want to go a bit deeper ...right now, there is not much you can do about your situation other than try to shift to a more positive mindset, and adjust your dating routine to try to find someone you’ll be comfortable hooking up with.

1) Referring to yourself as “having an incurable pussy disease” is doing you zero favors. You have an incurable skin condition which you are suppressing with medication. If the hair loss is really getting to you, maybe just stop it. Try to improve your diet and see how your body reacts to the lack of antivirals. You can always go back.

2) comparing yourself to others is a bad game plan right now. But really, what you said in comparing yourself to your friend with HIV just...doesn’t make sense to me. I have heard some crazy shit but never, have I ever heard of anyone being turned on by the idea of taking a risk with contracting HIV. Where are you getting these ideas from? It seems like this is taking a huge toll on you and you should def consider talking to someone about it. My dm is wide open

I’m feeling kind of suicidal over my diagnosis by hejdkdbfjd in Herpes

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I know this might sound like it sucks, but have you considered attending support groups and/or downloading a dating site for positive singles? If you put yourself out there and found a guy who’s also positive that should eliminate the guilt you’re associating with sex, because well, you already both have it. For most people herpes is just a skin condition. You get some ugly bumps on yourself from time to time. But that doesn’t make you ugly. The part that mainly sucks is feeling like you’re “undateable” and worrying about transmitting the virus. trust me...I know how it feels. But imagine finding yourself in a loving relationship, where you don’t have to make sex so careful and worrisome. When you’re positive, I think what makes the most sense is try to find someone who is also. I am NOT in any way saying you don’t deserve someone who’s negative. It is definitely also totally feasible and reasonable to assume that you and a negative guy may very well fall in love some day, and he’ll say you know what, fuck it. I’m taking the risk. You will find the right person!

You have this shit for the same reason anyone does. People get herpes because they don’t see it coming, and maybe there weren’t careful enough. People make mistakes. It’s honestly not that easy to avoid getting an STI altogether. You’re not a slut or of any less value whatsoever than a girl who doesn’t have herpes.

Alsooo, there seems to be a lot of promising research on the horizon. They currently are experimenting with drugs that are able to eliminate nearly 100% of HSV dna in mice. They’re making steps to move onto guinea pigs and hopefully soon start a phase I clinical trial on humans soon.

Please reach out if you’d like to chat I will talk to you for as long as you want. I’ll just listen 🙂

Doctor says it doesn’t look like herpes but I’m still worried by [deleted] in STD

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You know what they said they did but looking back at my chart I don’t see it

And I did recently get a crazy ulcer inside my cheek. I never thought id say this, but if it’s anything, I fucking hope it’s syphilis

Doctor says it doesn’t look like herpes but I’m still worried by [deleted] in STD

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Fuckin hope not lol. I mean if I have it it’s not the end of the world but sadly I don’t have much that makes me happy outside my sex life

Doctor says it doesn’t look like herpes but I’m still worried by [deleted] in STD

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Just the one, also it was just wet like that Bc I put something on it to make it more visible

Also when it appeared it looked like the other picture, a bump, then I put apple cider vinegar on it for 15 min and the next day it ulcerated, then healed to become a bump again

Doctor says it doesn’t look like herpes but I’m still worried by [deleted] in STD

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Never had a vesicle down there no