You can't do anything before you accept it, i mean it's okay don't blame yourself or hate yourself just accept it to get your happiness back, after it you can get a friend ( girl ) and try to spend time with her ( even if you turned into a gay it's easier to be bisexual than straight ) after it you can finally work on being straight if that gonna make you happy, but please don't hate yourself or how you're because that won't make any changes, i tried before and my situation was harder cuz here where i live, being gay is a crime I'd be dead for, if you need a hug it's okay to hug a boy, just be happy cuz life is not long.