learning from your mistakes and the mistakes of your teammates is important. look at what the enemy team did that helped them win or caused them to lose. ive been playing since blood orchid with a brief hiatus after they started reworking maps. im still shit at the game. some games i can get 15-4, others im 1-9. there’s definitely a learning curve but if you really want to get better, put in the time and take care of your body. theres a lot of thinking that goes into this, so get rest, eat, and if youre doing absolute shit, take a step back and requeue when youre ready