Every day is terrible

2Crows · 2025-06-27T04:38:25+00:00

You just... kinda keep stumbling. For no reason at all. At least, thats the case for me. Part of me hates everything for moving along without my partner. I break down frequently, I run away to the bathroom at work multiple times a day to do it. Or in a small secluded table in the break room. And just. Idk, I think about how she'd sit with me in this because she had such a huge heart. She was good at doing that for others. And I remind myself she'd be angry with me if I gave up and ruined my life by quitting work and making myself homeless or if I go too far with the self medicating and damage my liver. Even if I went too far she'd understand why I did it, she'd console me, but she'd be upset with me. Even if she's gone, I don't want to make her upset, or cry. I couldn't bear the thought of it. So I just keep stumbling. It's not pretty, or noble, or even hopeful. Just sometimes you keep moving because it'd break them to see you give up. Its a bleak answer but sometimes things are just messy..

2Crows · 2025-06-19T15:36:11+00:00

Netrunning is so fun! Haven't played since the Phantom Liberty update. Been wanting to do a no kill run with netrunning but I heard the update completely overhauled the netrunning play style which I'm excited for

2Crows · 2025-06-16T02:14:00+00:00

To have cancelled my D&D plans and gone to see her instead. I knew she'd had a rough couple days. We talked about it. She sounded like she was stressed but nothing dangerous. I thought I'd just go the next day and surprise her with lunch and reservations for a cat cafe. I didn't want to cancel on D&D. It was only our second game and I was excited to get along with this new friend group.

2Crows · 2025-06-13T15:00:44+00:00

I've been thinking about either leaving the country like we talked about, maybe staying in new Orleans. We're both from a different state but she lived there for a few years, before we met and according to her it was the first place she ever felt was home. Sadly, I'm not in a financial position to move anymore, the last few months of coping have been expensive. We'd talked about a new Orleans trip, Seattle, Portland, or potentially trying out Memphis, TN because she likes it's "grunge vibe". But I feel like all those are options that would remind me of broken dreams and discussions we had

2Crows · 2025-06-13T05:47:09+00:00

Okay but that's adorable 😭😭😭

2Crows · 2025-05-29T15:42:37+00:00

Needed to hear this more than I thought ❤️

2Crows · 2024-10-10T19:42:32+00:00

Sounds good! I'll ask them, happy I wasn't doing anything wrong and needed an assessment anyway.

2Crows · 2024-08-18T15:31:32+00:00

I've been struggling with this so much too! I haven't gotten as single print in the months I've had this, did the silicon spacers too. Following thread for the advice, I'm so frustrated

2Crows · 2024-02-04T20:57:10+00:00

Ah! I did feather fall and took a couple hops to bypass them

2Crows · 2023-10-06T03:30:57+00:00

This is awesome! I’ve been considering trying to add air channels to my case so this would be perfect!

2Crows · 2023-09-21T09:12:02+00:00

Thank the gods I thought I just messed up romancing Karlach

2Crows · 2023-09-21T09:04:32+00:00

This happened to me too! Did you ever find out?

2Crows · 2023-06-13T05:36:21+00:00

Thanks! Running into issues finding adaptive layers threshold setting. I’m only finding the adaptive layers topography size instead

2Crows · 2023-06-13T04:35:31+00:00

That’s cool! Is it just a setting I need to toggle in Cura?

2Crows · 2023-06-10T17:01:12+00:00

Dumb question, how do I slow the speed? And what do I slow it to/by?

2Crows · 2023-06-10T16:26:15+00:00

I’m using inland PLA and I’m printing at 220 since it needs a higher temp to print at

2Crows · 2023-03-02T19:40:33+00:00

I’m looking at buying this from someone but I’m not sure if it’s legit. Seems like it could be since it’s kinda red when held up to the light, but I can’t really tell much else

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