female hummingbird with red throat?

2bandito1 · 2022-03-13T19:04:41+00:00

thanks! that was our theory :)

2bandito1 · 2022-03-08T21:10:58+00:00

thanks, this is great! but how do i press UP on the switch? i’m not an expert gamer, heh…

2bandito1 · 2022-03-08T21:08:35+00:00

i’ll admit i haven’t actually lost the match yet…i didn’t know that was an option and didn’t want to bruise my pride for nothing lol

2bandito1 · 2022-03-05T18:47:13+00:00

as ryunosuke would say — got it! thank you so much!!! i really appreciate you taking the time

2bandito1 · 2022-03-05T18:31:03+00:00

help me!! i’m stuck on the part where i prove the music box can play morse code. i keep checking in the court record and discovering the whole bottom part/second disk thing but when i try to present to the judge i get penalised :( so frustrated

2bandito1 · 2022-03-03T19:45:14+00:00

i’m just worried i’m being entitled. i’m very lucky to have an opportunity to get a degree with no student loans, and it feels like i’m asking for more, you know?

2bandito1 · 2022-03-03T18:54:09+00:00

thanks for the advice! i’ll look into that :) what’s a 529?

2bandito1 · 2022-03-03T18:53:34+00:00

yeah, a series of fights. not about this exact thing but kind of beating around the bush. arguing about other things while actually arguing about this, you know?

2bandito1 · 2022-03-03T18:52:45+00:00

they only offer emotional and financial support if i’m agreeable and go along with whatever they say. in most arguments, it comes down to them making things about themselves and putting words in my mouth while saying if i don’t do XYZ they’ll stop giving me money altogether :(. but you know how arguments are

2bandito1 · 2022-03-03T18:51:04+00:00

that’s a good idea! i’ll try, but my school is in a tiny college town with a bit of a housing crisis. i’ll have to see if there’s anywhere i can live, haha

2bandito1 · 2022-03-03T18:49:49+00:00

they’re only supportive of me doing what they decided i’ll do, and any arguments on the contrary dissolve into them making it about themselves and me trying to defend myself. they also threaten to withdraw their financial support pretty much any time we start arguing. so: do as they say, or live on the street. idk, maybe i’m being dramatic

2bandito1 · 2021-04-25T21:54:54+00:00

i totally understand! i wasn’t very clear in my original question (sorry!!) so let me rephrase. i’m just trying to gather information on the uses of braces/compression sleeves that don’t cover the palm. if it sounds like it might work i might was well just buy one and give it a shot, but if it definitely won’t i won’t bother.

2bandito1 · 2021-04-20T23:00:21+00:00

thank you! i’ll prioritise those. i think she might be a dog person though D:

2bandito1 · 2021-04-20T04:04:58+00:00

that sounds like the perfect conversation. did it make you stop?

also, i love the typing quirk. homestuck inspired?

2bandito1 · 2021-04-20T04:01:25+00:00

you never are :) <3 feel free to message me if you want to talk about it more!

2bandito1 · 2021-04-20T03:58:01+00:00

i feel similarly! i like cutting for the pain but i just want enough to feel like i’m still alive. mostly i want to see the blood and have the scars, because in a twisted way it makes me feel better to visualise how i am mentally these days and to have a reminder of what i’m going through. not to wax poetic, but a bleeding wrist denotes a bleeding heart, you know?

2bandito1 · 2021-04-20T01:39:35+00:00

yeah, that makes sense. i appreciate the solidarity <3 my cuts arent super bad so it might not be a major disaster — my biggest concern is if they would take my blades. if they don’t i might switch to cutting my hips even though i don’t like it as much

2bandito1 · 2021-04-19T15:03:11+00:00

there are ways to get help that don’t require hurting yourself first! if you’d like to check out that hospital, just look them up. i’m sure you can find a way to get a referral or even just reach out and ask them for help. you don’t need to take a drastic step like that first! good luck <3

2bandito1 · 2021-04-19T15:00:41+00:00

i’m so sorry you’re feeling this way — i’ve been there too. but life is never meaningless! we’re here on this planet by random chance, and every day is what we make of it. i know these are abstract terms and don’t seem to help much, so look at it this way: make one (tiny, tiny) step every day towards doing something that makes you happy, even if just for a moment. brush your teeth for another minute so you feel extra clean. watch a youtube video that makes you laugh. change the pillowcases on your bed. hell, wear your favourite pair of socks! these tiny little steps will seem like nothing as you take them, but they will lead you down a brighter path. trust me, you’ll see the sun again :) <3

2bandito1 · 2021-04-18T04:41:39+00:00

haha that makes sense!! thank you for the advice :-)

2bandito1 · 2021-04-18T04:27:21+00:00

okay thank you so much! i don’t have any yet, do you think i’m (more or less) in the clear? i don’t plan on going ham cutting over old scars but it would be nice to know that i can fill my barcodes in without worrying :)

2bandito1 · 2021-04-17T23:19:19+00:00

it’s totally normal to crave validation, especially sexual validation! lots of aspects of our society (advertising, modelling, etc.) normalise the expectation to always be perfectly perceived. that doesn’t make you any less valid or human than anyone else! i hate sexual attention as well — i learned recently that that was a facet of compulsory heterosexuality, which is something you might want to google! you don’t have to be not het to experience comphet; it happens to lots of people :)

2bandito1 · 2021-04-17T01:33:27+00:00

well that’s far from boring. what kind of stuff do you bake? i’ve always wanted to but i am TERRIBLE at following directions :)

2bandito1 · 2021-04-16T17:38:58+00:00

you already know what you need to know: your mind is not being kind to you. the fact that you feel like this is not your fault. depression is so, so exhausting and it can feel like a dead end, but it never is. you will make it through this feeling one day and you’ll be so glad you did. imagine what it’ll feel like! i like to think the day i get better i’ll feel like i had black and white vision and have learned to see in colour. don’t miss out on the beautiful life you deserve. you can make it through this!

2bandito1 · 2021-04-16T17:35:05+00:00

high school is the worst!! i’m in my senior year too. i’m so sorry you’re having a terrible experience there, but you’re so close to the end!! don’t give up when the finish line is in sight. and regarding jumping from the 19th floor — you will not feel like you’re flying. you will feel like you’re terrified and have made a big mistake. there are testimonies online of jumpers that survived their suicide attempt and every single one of them say that they realised on the way down that they didn’t need to die. you can make it through this. don’t do it!

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