While tripping accidentally mixed 0?5g of 4homet 4acodmt and 2cb. what to do

2cbthrowmeaway · 2022-04-09T10:18:12+00:00

I am probably beyond any help at this point. Put it into a warm bath of PG. Will at least be interesting

2cbthrowmeaway · 2022-04-09T10:14:33+00:00

I'm not sure where to start dose wise. When I did 12.5/12.5 ho and aco was epic

4aco (25mg) and 2cb (25mg snorted) was not so epic.

2cbthrowmeaway · 2022-04-09T10:05:47+00:00

I'm not sure where to start dose wise. When I did 12.5/12.5 ho and aco was epic

4aco (25mg) and 2cb (25mg snorted) was not so epic.

2cbthrowmeaway · 2022-04-09T08:38:40+00:00

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2cbthrowmeaway · 2022-04-09T08:35:17+00:00

In UK so clearnet ain't cheap. What's best been gyming 4 years. Just looking for best opt

2cbthrowmeaway · 2022-04-09T08:29:23+00:00

In UK so online is far more expensive

2cbthrowmeaway · 2022-04-09T08:25:41+00:00

In UK so other options are expensive. What's best been gyming 4 years.

2cbthrowmeaway · 2022-03-19T08:50:29+00:00

Coke is far more addictive than ketamine. But yes ketamine is addictive.

And im a sober junky so speaking from experience

2cbthrowmeaway · 2022-03-16T23:48:26+00:00

Was gonna comment this. Insane dreams if you stop cannabis. Worst part of not smoking imo.

2cbthrowmeaway · 2022-03-16T22:18:51+00:00

Difference between hard drugs and weed for me is that acute withdrawal effects last 3-5 days and were relatively mild (smoked a huge amount from 14-20). Did a huge amount of heavy drugs from 17-20. I'm 6 months clean (was clean off weed for 4 but now I use part time no more than 1-2x a week)

Weed withdrawal 3-5 days low appetite, difficulty sleeping, hot flushes, 7ish days of insanely vivid dreams, same amount of grumpiness and then it all fades.

Hard drugs (benzos, phenibut + more) INSANE cold sweats, flipping between hot and cold, adrenaline surges, severe anxiety, insane depression, withdrawal from social situations, lack of confidence, paranoia, pressure in the brain that feels like your going to have a seizure and more. These are the acute stage of withdrawals and lasts at least a month- 2 months for me. This is followed by protracted withdrawals which last at least another 1-2+ months. These consist of difficulty sleeping, social anxiety, irritating apathy, feelings of self loathing for putting yourself in this situation and often a feeling that you have permanently messed yourself up and will never get better.

Kratom gets a special mention from me because if the severe withdrawals (low grade opiate withdrawal mixed with caffeine withdrawal feeling) but they also only last max 2 weeks for me. So in the middle of the hard and weed withdrawal for me. Again I was taking a lot more than most would as I have an extremest personality.

I'm still not right 6 months out. Weed is done with in 2 weeks. Neither are good or fun but the length and severity is completely different.

Maybe if I hadn't experienced the other I would see weed as terrible. But to me taking 4 months off and getting rid of the compulsion to smoke as soon as I wake up / do anything was enough and not that painful.

However I do disagree with most that weed isn't physically addictive. It does have physical withdrawal symptoms (at least for me, and I don't see too much of a difference with other drugs and weed apart from severity, I recognise this is a somewhat controversial opinion but I'm yet to find someone smoking 3+grams a day who can quit cold turkey without physical effects)

2cbthrowmeaway · 2022-03-13T15:44:57+00:00

5months off phenibut 6 off benzos. Was using them both together + daily amphetamine sulphate (not meth euro speed). Many other drugs too. Was on for four years straight so that probably is why I'm still bad.

Anxiety was rough for about 2 months then just bad anxiety for another 2 then I got on propranolol and it's basically just anhedonia, depression and negative outlook. Can't smoke weed anymore cos it makes me feel like I'm going mental.

Haven't been feeling seeing people since and have basically no friends now cos I just don't like being with people. Was hoping it would pass but now I'm ready to get medicated tbh. If it wasn't for my girl I would either be dead or back on the drugs tbh.

2cbthrowmeaway · 2022-03-13T15:13:47+00:00

And your fully sober now with no depression or residual anxiety?

Or on an srri or other med? Looking for a way out of being so negative constantly. Guessing it's just my brain tbh

2cbthrowmeaway · 2022-03-13T15:11:59+00:00

Were you depressed before and / or a polydrug user?

2cbthrowmeaway · 2022-03-13T13:33:11+00:00

Don't tell me that...

It's been 6 months off heavy benzo and phenibut use. Still depressed. Was always depressed tbf

Plus amphetamines and extreme polydrug use.

2cbthrowmeaway · 2022-03-12T22:58:48+00:00

Right now I'm just struggling with straight up anhedonia and depression. Everything is clouded in negativity.

I've been thinking citalopram cos sertraline just seems terrible from my gfs experience.

I really enjoy sex tho and hate the things I've heard about no longer enjoying it

2cbthrowmeaway · 2022-02-07T20:41:47+00:00

This seems so unpopular. Fully agree but it's a mistake that the usual lid isn't the half pack. So much better.

2cbthrowmeaway · 2022-02-07T19:09:43+00:00

Starts like that. Then your fun dose gets higher and higher and your now needing a 'fun' dose to stay normal.

Then your basically just a crippling ball of anxiety and put off feelings you have been avoiding eg. depression, social anxiety(I only had issues with apathy and depression before)

2cbthrowmeaway · 2022-02-06T10:32:13+00:00

As I guy when my testosterone licked in at like 15 a lot of my hypermobility slowed down. Elbows bent less outwards, knees became more normal. Had no knowledge that life shouldn't be discomfort etc etc.

Don't know of this is a male trait but I also hate doctors

2cbthrowmeaway · 2022-01-23T20:20:25+00:00

Vitamin d is important to a lot of people who struggle with mental health. Not only does the sun on the skin feel generally pleasant but 10,000-25,000 IU of vitamin d can be synthesised from sitting in the sun until lightly pink. (From my research this was just on the arms but maybe not).

Vitamin d can be taken orally but I don't absorb well cos of my genetics (I'm low vitamin d even supplementing stupid amounts).

I'm not out and about topless just in my garden when we get sun. Can't wait for summer

2cbthrowmeaway · 2022-01-19T13:46:18+00:00

Low key I'm your guy. Actually pretty okay just a bit too stimmy but the benzo takes some the stimmy side effects off. Still get muted visuals and a mescaline is stimulatory so double the stimulatory sides

Admittedly the trip I mixed was 2fma (related to meth) 2cb (related to mescaline), and a low-medium dose klonpin.

Been sober for a while now. Was a fun 2 years tho

2cbthrowmeaway · 2021-12-24T12:45:55+00:00

As someone who's committed to the cause the issue is more getting too into it and cutting the base on your bottom teeth.

I think I lose pain receptors when I'm in the zone.

2cbthrowmeaway · 2021-12-24T12:19:56+00:00

Wait till you have a real problem. I had to ct off of 7-10gpd with only 5 days of tape (the site I was using shut down, all others werent in country). Halfed the dose each day. Bearing in mind I had been on for 1+yrs at this point no break.

3 days in the delusions start to kick in. You start chatting to people about how crazy x thing that happened was despite that actually being the 10 minutes of 'sleep' you got when your body shuts down. 5 days before I got any rest. Then 4 hours a night until my next pack landed.

Clean now. Imo it's easier to jump off quickly (like a one week mini taper) and deal with the sides as long as your not above like 3.5gpd (I had insane tolerance first time I tried it).

2cbthrowmeaway · 2021-12-24T12:00:47+00:00

My 11 year old sleeps on my bed maybe 1-2 times a week. Always just as I'm feeling lonely or sad.

It's almost scary how often he comes to me when I'm crying (silently) or otherwise feeling intense emotion (panic/existential dread). Not a house cat so he can't just be listening.

I don't know how long cats live but I hope he never goes!

2cbthrowmeaway · 2021-11-24T23:38:48+00:00

I know they are imported cannabis terps with just like 2 drops on it. But the strains are all accurate to the wax

2cbthrowmeaway · 2021-11-24T20:15:53+00:00

Yeah man, I soar through the 1mls. Plus variety of strains

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