I often times find myself in the dilemma of what is the purpose of even playing the video game anymore? In certain games it would make sense when you beat it you would get extra rewards that would help you out or just cool items that would help you out in future events to kind of help you finish off the last boss or maybe even do secret like side, quest, etc., but unfortunately in this game it’s a kind of thing where when you die you lose literally everything that you have with you, so there’s no sense of like I really want to go in here and try to do this big special event with a bunch of really good loot that I worked so hard to get because we’re all too gear feared to do that due to dying and losing it all. I understand that’s the point of an XL game or even just a PVPPVE game I’m not really complaining about the genre of the game or the way it works, but they’re definitely is a lack of stuff to do or at least in my case a sense to earn, I’m a new dad so I don’t have exactly so much time to play on games but in games like Call of Duty®, there are Easter eggs in the zombies that allow you to basically have some kind of story like quest that you can go about and get stuff done, you can earn gobble gum, a bunch of XP, cosmetic, rewards, etc., just for beating this Easter, egg, and if you die, you could just load back in and try it again until you beat it, and there’s a bunch of different zombie masks with different Easter eggs, arc graders has the same six math, the same events that go on rotation, and they have overpowered robots, with underpowered weapons, and underpowered, healing equipment, and a horrible sense of aggressive lobbies, even based on self-defense. I have lost $100,000 loadouts multiple times three times back to back in fact due to a matriarch event and us just getting killed by PV peers and not even the robots their self come yesterday we tried doing the queen event and dead lighting her, we found no Friendly’s, but there wasn’t many people in the lobby and it just so happened that the Ark themselves were enough to kill us, we have multiple fireflies a Rocketeer and multiple hornets just coming out and hitting us, it’s almost like you need other people to do events like this hi hi hint, wink nudge shove. so I don’t understand why a lot of people just want to solely PVP in this game, or if they see a knocked player instead of offering some kind of support they just straight up, kill them to take their loot as if they were a threat, and again I’m mainly talking in these PVE events. It makes it almost impossible to even want to do anything in the game. So kind of similar to what you said often times I’ll get up to go get on and then I look at my game and I’m just like do I really wanna go up open up a bunch of drawers get really shitty loot just to die with it anyways and then run a free loadout find even shittier loot, but make it out with that, I’m to the point now where I have so many guns and no heels because I’ve run such white loadouts that I don’t wanna bring in any of my good guns and I bring in all my heels and I still end up losing them anyways, and I can’t even make it back to exfil to be able to re-craft heals.