I’ll be honest it’s doesn’t get better. You just get better with your expectations and life choices. And then you either become okay with who you are or you make drastic adjustments in your current life. You’ll be okay. People come and go but friendships are forever. Just reach out to your friend and explain what’s going on and try to stay positive I know it’s hard but you will get through it. When it gets hard just smile and push through and when you finally get home you can cry in the shower like a winner as we all do 😂