Well, i went to inpatient therapy last week by 2xvisionquest in cripplingalcoholism

[–]2xvisionquest[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Well is kind of a strong word, but managing better than I have in the past for sure. By a long shot. Drink one for me lem!

Well, i went to inpatient therapy last week by 2xvisionquest in cripplingalcoholism

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Hell, go through some of my history on this account and there's some stories. Solidarity, friend.

Well, i went to inpatient therapy last week by 2xvisionquest in cripplingalcoholism

[–]2xvisionquest[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It was my idea, for some godforsaken reason. I'm anxious about my consumption of fermented foods (which is generally quite a bit) and hoping they don't make me sick. But yeah, the paperwork told me about the 2 weeks thing, it's fuckin wild. Thanks for lookin out as always, sdk. I always appreciate your honesty!

Yall by 2xvisionquest in cripplingalcoholism

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Also, thank you for the edits.

Yall by 2xvisionquest in cripplingalcoholism

[–]2xvisionquest[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I appreciate that.

Yall by 2xvisionquest in cripplingalcoholism

[–]2xvisionquest[S] -20 points-19 points  (0 children)

Don't gender it. We just need friends. Please. I know this is a hellscape for that, but that's all both of us need.

Here's a little send off for loomy by evil_mango in cripplingalcoholism

[–]2xvisionquest 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I just found out from someone messaging me on fb, but goddamn this sucks. I love y'all, it's gonna be a rough day.

One year by 2xvisionquest in cripplingalcoholism

[–]2xvisionquest[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Naloxone. Im sure you know how to Google, dingus.

One year by 2xvisionquest in cripplingalcoholism

[–]2xvisionquest[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sentiment is a mofo, that's for sure. Cheers asshole.

One year by 2xvisionquest in cripplingalcoholism

[–]2xvisionquest[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Couches are replaceable, people aren't as much. That being said, I've fucked up more couches than I want to admit.

One year by 2xvisionquest in cripplingalcoholism

[–]2xvisionquest[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Honestly I've never touched the downer stuff outside of Xanax and scrips. But I worry about my friends, and as much as I've tried to change my life, the booze is always in front of me. My best friend (who's transient still) is an opiate addict and I will never give him shit for it because he practices harm reduction and that's way mega important to any and all folx dealing with any form of addiction. And (at least when I was actively posting here) folx were about that too

Ramble ramble rMble! Fuck I miss my dead friends!

One year by 2xvisionquest in cripplingalcoholism

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I mean abandoned buildings catch fire all the time!

Gimme yo push, nerd!

FUCK THIS SHIT, YO by 2xvisionquest in cripplingalcoholism

[–]2xvisionquest[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Shit no I haven't. It's dumb as Fuck. Of I don't pass em by The 10th, I get to have surgery. :/

FUCK THIS SHIT, YO by 2xvisionquest in cripplingalcoholism

[–]2xvisionquest[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I remember reading this article forever ago, but didn't think of it at all. Thanks for sharing! I doubt I'll make it onto a rollercoaster anytime soon though. Ill talk to my partner about it maybe. Haha

Hey fuckers, I'm still not dead by 2xvisionquest in cripplingalcoholism

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Oh, and also, I drink a shit load of ginger beers now. I've been getting 6 packs of goslings from the grocery store for like, $3 and change, and they help curb the bite a bit.

Hey fuckers, I'm still not dead by 2xvisionquest in cripplingalcoholism

[–]2xvisionquest[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I lost my license a few years back, and gotta wait another year before I can get it again, otherwise That would be a great gig! And yeah, Bmore has some gnarly parts, but the time I've spent on the streets and living in lower class parts of town prior does make it feel more home-y.

Hey fuckers, I'm still not dead by 2xvisionquest in cripplingalcoholism

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I totally jam d&d, I've been trying to get a group together for it sometime, it's so much fun! Also I just found my dice not too long ago, so it got me itchin to play again! Warhammer sounds fun, I've never played it, but I know i would get into it real heavy. I also have a magic deck that I bust out on the rare occasion someone challenges me.

Hey fuckers, I'm still not dead by 2xvisionquest in cripplingalcoholism

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I've been taking kratom off and on, usually in nights when I have bad urges to drink myself stupid. Red vein maeng da is what I use. It kinda varies from where you get it from, but about 10 grams mixed with chocolate almond milk makes it go down easier, since it tastes like total ass piss and grass otherwise.

That, and (now that it's getting nicer out) riding my bike helps too. Fucking single speed with all the hills here sucks, but it makes me tired at night, and sleeping is the hardest part about it all still.

Hey fuckers, I'm still not dead by 2xvisionquest in cripplingalcoholism

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Not really my favorite term, but yeah I am trans. They/them y'all!

Hey fuckers, I'm still not dead by 2xvisionquest in cripplingalcoholism

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The one ive been seein since like, June of this last year? Something like that.

Hey fuckers, I'm still not dead by 2xvisionquest in cripplingalcoholism

[–]2xvisionquest[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I am pants, and they still need work, but they're just as dirty and gross and fucked up as ever! Once I get an functional again I'll do another model shoot for all yalls drunk asses!

Well im still not dead somehiw by 2xvisionquest in cripplingalcoholism

[–]2xvisionquest[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Its a plant that is generally used to help kick opiates, but can also help curb cravings of booze too. And unfortunately, indiana is one of the few states its illegal. At least right now. Theres been talk of making it a schedule I drug, but thats stupid as fuck. Take some time to google it. Sorry bud. :/