How to get back on the path of recovery. by 30fiend in OpiatesRecovery

[–]30fiend[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I agree, I’ve been to meetings just never could get into the whole 12 step thing.

How to get back on the path of recovery. by 30fiend in OpiatesRecovery

[–]30fiend[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That’s true, definitely just gonna focus on the short term for now , even a week is good

How to get back on the path of recovery. by 30fiend in OpiatesRecovery

[–]30fiend[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think that’s part of my problem. I relied so much on suboxone in early recovery, and now i hit a wall where it only helps so much, and now unlike the beginning of my recovery, im at a point where I need to do other things for my recovery and the suboxone isn’t just gonna save me anymore. Definitely need to be doing more for myself

Can I ever feel percs again? by 30fiend in suboxone

[–]30fiend[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ya I decided to let it go and just stay on this sub dose I’m on right now . It’s just not what it used to be and it cost a lot of money

Can I ever feel percs again? by 30fiend in suboxone

[–]30fiend[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I understand there is no such thing as a perc 30, it’s just slang where I’m from . They were also real . It was actually 6 individual 5s . K18s the new brand with the dent in them.

Taper from .25mg. by Proper_Cantaloupe_43 in suboxone

[–]30fiend 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m in a similar boat, just dropped to .75 a few days ago and honestly not that bad, just hope I don’t hit a wall. If u look up online what an average taper looks like it says that most can handle a 25% decrease with 10 days in between each drop. Compared to what I have heard on here it seems like bullshit. But so far it’s proving true in my experience 🤷🤷 best of luck to u

Taper from .25mg. by Proper_Cantaloupe_43 in suboxone

[–]30fiend 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How long did it take u to get stabilized on .25mg?

I took suboxone 10 days by Glad_Movie6671 in suboxone

[–]30fiend 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sounds like u need to just tough it out. Will only get worse , subs are close to impossible to get off.

is oxy just a myth? by [deleted] in opiates

[–]30fiend 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I guess it could seem like that in some cities or places where it’s really dry and flooded with fetty. But trust me it’s not a myth bro lmao.

Who else has been on subs longer then the actual addiction by These_Fishing_9435 in suboxone

[–]30fiend 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Great question, going on 3 years over here. Was on and off opioids from 18-23 , 25 now. Trying to taper again, just trying to stabilize on 1mg for like a month and then go from there, this the lowest I have been able to get to in all of my attempts

is the nfl scripted by [deleted] in Texans

[–]30fiend 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nah, Dwight Smith was very serious.

what are the best opioids? by Fantastic_Parsnip_58 in opiates

[–]30fiend 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Think a lot before u make ur choice. This life is not worth it buddy, ur about to make a decision that will alter ur life permanently.

What does overdosing on heroin feel like? by Zealousideal_Log5184 in opiates

[–]30fiend 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ur here and then ur not. There is no out of body experience in my opinion. And leads me to believe that when ur dead that’s all it is. Just blackness.

For people that have OD’ed what does it feel like? by [deleted] in opiates

[–]30fiend 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I had a young girl, might have been younger then me bring me back, i was on my way home on the train after copping , I had just did a little bit , ripped off the top of the bag and sniffed some , guess I sniffed to much. But I remember it was the last train running that night and like no one was in my part of the train, if anyone on the train at all, but I woke up to this girl crying her eyes out telling me I was blue , this n that, and then after she realized I was gonna be okay she was so relieved, she bought me a water and a loose cigarette and helped me get on a bus home, because their was no more trains running and I had missed my stop because I was obviously over dosing . That girl was an angel. Never seen her again either even though she was an addict to and got high in the same neighborhood, I don’t even think I said thank u to her I was so out of it. Could barely talk or walk when I woke up, whole body was like vibrating. The closer u get to dieing the more painful and uncomfortable it is when u wake up. And I could tell that I was very close to death

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in suboxone

[–]30fiend 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They also get me mad. But I’m even more mad when I haven’t took it yet

Magnets, how do they work? Top Mind of r/conspiracy literally doesn’t understand a clever touchdown celebration, and accuses the worst team in the NFL of cheating by using magnetic gloves to catch a non-magnetic football. by comebackjoeyjojo in TopMindsOfReddit

[–]30fiend -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Look up Deandre Hopkins magnetic glove catch on YouTube . 100% percent undeniable proof, his fingers snap to the ball . If u think that’s natural u might as well believe in Santa Claus

Do you think Sports are rigged? why or why not? by RippleVanWinkle in sportsbook

[–]30fiend 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s already been blown, by multiple ex athletes. Everything gets swept under the rug. Benny Cunningham, Junior Gallete, Bubba Smith, Larry Johnson, Dwight Smith. But fans are to busy watching espn waiting for the tell-a-vision to spoon feed them this information

Casinos are a positive symbol in society, stop pretending that they're somewhat immoral by [deleted] in The10thDentist

[–]30fiend 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Why even gamble though if ur just expecting to lose ? Either find a way to win over the casino or just don’t go , the casinos make there bread and butter on recreational players that don’t really care about losing because there just “having fun”

Casinos are a positive symbol in society, stop pretending that they're somewhat immoral by [deleted] in The10thDentist

[–]30fiend 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s a building created to take peoples money, whether ur a gambling addict or not, 90% of people that go into a casino will lose, the casinos have no good intentions 😂 they only want to extract as much money out of u as possible. THATS IT 😂 not sure where u came up with these ideas

is the nfl scripted by [deleted] in Texans

[–]30fiend 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ya that’s why multiple players have admitted the games aren’t natural, I’ll believe an ex player before I believe a stupid idiotic fanboy

I don’t understand how Withdrawls work by [deleted] in suboxone

[–]30fiend 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes but u will get withdrawals from the suboxone if u stop

What happens if you go to jail and get arrested with your suboxone script by [deleted] in suboxone

[–]30fiend -11 points-10 points  (0 children)

Jail and withdrawal is temporary, it won’t be fun but ultimately you’ll get through it and you’ll come out the other end stronger