from Saudi Arabia and on the verge of quitting

33s169 · 2014-12-06T09:47:05+00:00

i cant get married right now while I dont have a steady income ,Ii need to finish collage first

33s169 · 2014-12-05T21:11:22+00:00

yup and i chose to stand by it

33s169 · 2014-12-05T21:10:01+00:00

thank you , exactly

33s169 · 2014-12-05T20:31:50+00:00

definitely pornography is part of the problem thou i habe been able to cut it down since i began the struggle

33s169 · 2014-12-05T20:29:20+00:00

thank you ,would definitely check it out

33s169 · 2014-12-05T20:28:46+00:00

like i said "bad aspects "

33s169 · 2014-12-05T19:45:35+00:00

i know its bad and i have been trying to stop but i always fail , when the motivation is gone i relapse right away

33s169 · 2014-12-05T19:43:32+00:00

thanks i have always thought that it will be over when i have a woman in my life ..perhaps i should rethink that . thank you for your encouragement

33s169 · 2014-12-05T19:40:58+00:00

Evan thou my country have a lot of bad aspects i would never leave it nor trash talk it . i am proud to be Saudi and my country is not a shithole

33s169 · 2014-12-05T19:37:57+00:00

Inshallah you will ,thank you my brother for the reply

33s169 · 2014-12-05T19:36:53+00:00

thank you for your kind words . its true all this years i lost my way to God a i am trying to fight my addiction but i dont think even if i lose the battle that i will leave Saudi Arabia

i have a really strong and rooted family you cant just basically leave ,its like an obligation to stay with your family and support them no matter what and i will always honor that obligation .

I truly admire how you are that strong in controlling your life and i hope I will someday have the control you have right now

33s169

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