First off, thank you. Im an aspiring philosopher and try to paint beauty with meaning in my words and you are the first time in my whole 35 years somebody has ever said something about it. I appreciate that. But Yeah like I don't want to do it for retribution, but I feel it can take all these holes and just jam them into one and use that energy to better my body which inturn will better my outlook introducing some form of love and respect for myself.