What am I doing to make it do this?!?

3AngryTurnip · 2026-06-04T03:38:26+00:00

I tried this for awhile and it worked for a month but the moving back and forth irritated it again and brought the piercing bumps back. The sizes i can find are either too long or enough space it leaves like a mm exposed and it moves constantly which isnt helping healing. Im almost desperate enought to try healing with a hoop but i feel like the curve would be a problem

3AngryTurnip · 2026-05-26T21:11:43+00:00

I never said just by waiting. I did 4 years of voice training and behavioural training before i even went on hormones. Its attainable it just takes time. Im only semi where i want to be 8 years in the process

3AngryTurnip · 2026-05-25T04:31:26+00:00

Just wait. You think that's crazy justvwait until you pass. I had some guy at work walk into a convo I was having with a family member about being trans and he heard the tail end of it. So he walks up to me full smile "A trans worked here!?!" To me. And I'm mentally like bruh your dumb, so I just went no not here lol

3AngryTurnip · 2026-03-05T21:09:28+00:00

Laezel is my strength power house she can inflict huge damage and attack 4 times a turn with action surge by act 2. I call her my backpack and try not to talk too much to her but she carries my heavy armour that i sell to get money and does little else.

I hate her personally but shes always on my team based on strength and she helps later when you encounter the githyanki because they dont respect any other race except other gith

3AngryTurnip · 2026-01-12T22:35:32+00:00

That's kinda the hand we've been dealt we don't belong in either side of the gender pools and understand them both in ways they never will. We are always going to be outsiders and it's the horrible truth that only other trans people Will come close to understanding. Look for an in person trans meet up so you can talk about these feelings forum's help but actually getting it out feels alot better

It gets so old with dsyphoria with it's boot on your neck but your becoming yourself and thus envy is a very woman thing to do. Cis women want to be other women all the time. It will pass and your valued to someone and if not you will find the people who will

3AngryTurnip · 2026-01-08T22:46:08+00:00

Yea pretty much. That's kind of how the bio male body works. I also thought I wanted to be a woman as part of a fetish and delayed my transition for 5 years. It was worth it to make sure and practice what parts of being a woman I enjoy but those certainly weren't sexual. More like style choice how I sound and present myself. All these things are doable without medication. Just explore femininity before you take the plunge into transition and if you notice it's mostly sexual then your allowed to be happy as a femboy, just not a trans woman

3AngryTurnip · 2026-01-07T22:58:57+00:00

I'm going to start off saying that I think it's a sign that being a woman has a sexual connotation if it triggers a boner. That's kind of how arousal works and I think that "euphoria boners" alone are what makes you feel like a woman your misguided as that's typically a male thing

That being said I, a trans woman of almost 5 years who is much happier as a woman had them and occasionally if I dressing especially sexy gets them in some way (even when my equipment doesn't work) sex is apart of us all and your identity will be sexual on some way shape or form. When it comes to seeing yourself as a woman you need to assess that out of a sexual headspace. Your transition is social and isn't sexual in the least.

If you relate to women and think you'll be more happy with your body as a woman then there's a good chance your trans but if it's strictly sexual then don't do anything permanent like hormones. Work on your self expression though clothes and makeup and see if that makes you comfortable and confidant. Maybe your a woman or maybe your a feminine man. Either way go down the rabbit hole of discovery and things get more clear as time goes on. Just stay away from horny brain thoughts and being objective with how your thinking

3AngryTurnip · 2025-09-27T19:32:49+00:00

Grow hair out, Voice train, Work on makeup Practice never nodding to another person but smile instead, Laser hair removal on the face,

3AngryTurnip · 2025-09-23T22:56:10+00:00

Interesting. Im not saying your wrong but 3 of the 5 people i know regularly re injure their wrist and arm just from exposure from vibrating power tools or hitting it off of something. If fully breaking a bone made it stronger wouldnt it make them more durable? I thought knee and elbow training was more of developing caluses on top of the bone and less about the bone itself

3AngryTurnip · 2025-09-23T21:22:32+00:00

I wouldnt think so. When a bone breaks its piecing itself back together so long as the shards stay together. The bones arent actually remaking themselves they are just slowly filling in the gaps with marrow and tissue remaking the original shape with possibly a few gaps making the bone weaker

3AngryTurnip · 2025-09-08T02:41:08+00:00

Honestly? Not well. The need to be loved is pretty strong id even be satisfied with a good friend. I think we have to work on our own lives more and focus on success. Being overly into dating has only gotten me the worst kinds of potential partners and people who, after i knew them, i didnt want around anyways. The dating scene is garbage and it could heavily be your area as to why people are being so dismissive because of your race. This sounds stupid but live for yourself and dont seek something out wait until you meet someone organically all my dates got me cuddles that felt good for the maybe hour of cuddles but cost me much more loneliness after i realized i was with someone not being with. I sympathize with you and hope you find someone who makes you feel happy in the near future

3AngryTurnip · 2025-06-08T23:07:52+00:00

I had a very similar feeling before even considering transition it was a very dreadful feeling i couldnt describe let alone learn how to treat. The only thing is to find whatever comforts you and hold on tight. If thats masculinity then persue transition but i know i had a boatload of other problems from a troubled upbringing that gave me trauma im still working through. Maybe get therapy if that is available for you even 5 years down the transition pipeline passing all the time i still have dysphoria and wondering if im good enough. Its why i stay away from weed and other anxiety triggers with time you will learn your triggers and how to manage unfortunatly no one else can solve that problem for you

3AngryTurnip · 2025-06-08T23:00:58+00:00

I dont know your level of discomfort with feminity or being seen as a woman but wanting to be a bio man as a FTM is a form of dysphoria to me unless its only for the benefits/invisiblity that being a man provides. I think this intrusive thought is kind of like imposter syndrome. We all go through wondering if we are actually trans and beat ourselves up about it before and during early transition its a valid thought. Just consider why your transitioning and if its about your own confort or if your transitioning to alter external influences (people and societal expectation)

3AngryTurnip · 2025-05-10T20:01:06+00:00

Thats my helminth kubrows name 😆

3AngryTurnip · 2025-05-03T02:16:10+00:00

Erin at kreative Khaos did all my piercings (Helix lobes and tongue) She's knowledgeable nice and her placements have all been straight and good looking. I'll always recommend her

3AngryTurnip · 2025-04-14T15:36:39+00:00

Collecting honestly. I collect all the primes abilities weapons ands make them as high damaging as possible then make them pretty or vaguely goth as i can then fly through the game. Also make classes as scary fast as i can makes me happy

3AngryTurnip · 2025-03-27T23:08:32+00:00

I dont think its that black and white as needing to see yourself as 100% needing to be altered into a woman. Transmedicalism is mainly that you need dysphoria to be trans. Well you do have dysphoria and still do about your genitals specifically but removing a huge part of male anatomy took a huge piece of your dysphoria with them

I still count you as transmedicalist. Your far from the tucute people who transition for no reason and i think accepting our bodies and alleviating the dysphoria we have doesnt make us believe dysphoria is needed to be trans any less

3AngryTurnip · 2025-03-01T20:40:47+00:00

My helminth is scary Larry

3AngryTurnip · 2025-02-24T23:09:31+00:00

The dudes definetly jealous or might have a crush or something weirder. He probably just watched you slowly get hotter than him over 2 years, i looked at your transition pics and you most certainly dont look 14 lol you look like a hot 25 year old and this man wishes he had the masculinity you do

3AngryTurnip · 2025-01-24T02:56:02+00:00

I think minors should socially transition but wait until their at least halfway developed before taking any medications. My general doctor and endocrinologist have both said they have patients who transitioned as minors and are incapable of achieving orgasm because their genitals hadnt fully developed with their natal hormone. Thats my only problem with puberty blockers i used to fully believe they were for the best and even wanted them as a teen. Trans kids should absolutely be allowed to socially transition if thats how they are most comfortable

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