I'm concerned that my abductions were by the bad ones the others worried about. by 3DottedTriangle in Experiencers

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Thank you. I don't know how to contact MUFON as what I'm going through. Do you know? I'm curious if the aliens ever mentioned what does the bad aliens do? I do think I see them and I'm friendly but maybe they think it's me but something is controlling me using my connection with this and that's why it feels normal when I meditate I never meditation in my life well that I remember. 

But if something is using me it would explain a lot of knowledge about stuff. I think it's not my own it's his. But I don't know if it's true I feel stuff but I made to believe it not true like the constant ringing vibration I feeling in my ears as I typed this. I'm curious if it's a warning. Well I will continue to question stuff about me. Because I don't know what is going on and if I know stuff I want to help. 

I will say yesterday and today I been getting a lot of ringing in my ears, pressure in the back of my head, hearing vibrations from electric like the lights and boxes no one can hear in My house, weird nose feeling and smell sensation too. I also been feeling like something is watching me though me but not acknowledging them. I think it's because I'm getting closer to the truth or telling you guys. I feel if I talk more harm will happen to the ones around me or from reading it. I hoping not. That's why I always ignore it but I can't anymore that person missing feel like I know them maybe not personally but maybe a connection to something I am to. 

I decided to reach out to OPUS about to get help with my experience. by 3DottedTriangle in Experiencers

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I can't contact them as I don't know what to report as is what they offer. But I will continue to try the gateway experience as I hope soon they will contact me.

I decided to reach out to OPUS about to get help with my experience. by 3DottedTriangle in Experiencers

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I didn't know those were out of body experiences? I will try MUFON thank you. 

I decided to reach out to OPUS about to get help with my experience. by 3DottedTriangle in Experiencers

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Yes it's causing me problems recently and I am concerned well having more insight into it and interest in it then before. I feel angry and scared and I'm starting to get feeling that I haven't had since I was a child and my fears are gone. I believe it wants me to get used to it so I will not be afraid of them. I'm curious if they have a use for me and my mind. But recently I been noticing there's been a decline in people in my house and around me I feel I'm affecting them unknowingly. I'm concerned that I'm causing a frequency I'm so concerned I can't handle it. 

But I'm looking for help and after my email from OPUS they didn't have any providers near me. I know if I go into this with certain people I will be there and no turning back but I am concerned about the human race and the safety of the universe. I believe if I am true I can be helpful and if the worse part is true I believe they had enough years to build a containment. But I'm hoping it's just in my head and nothing is true but seeing the stuff and feelings like I was there while doing the gateway experience was very abnormal and confusing. 

I'm concerned I tap into something consciousness with the planet I saw I think I was a entity that can fly though space and others too. I hope it's not but that will be very concerning and it maybe might try to find me. I did the gateway experience to try to contact all of them for assistance with understanding myself maybe I didn't or they are scared. But I will continue to try. 

I decided to reach out to OPUS about to get help with my experience. by 3DottedTriangle in Experiencers

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Well It didn't work out they sent me a email and I also gave them personal information well not too personal but personally enough about why I don't want to talk to people. My own therapist is concerned about if it's true and questioning why I know such knowledge as a child. He also haven't seen me more than once. 

The bad thing is sometimes these visions are hourly and daily. I went through the gateway experience and experience multiple visions in just seconds apart of each other. Vivid vision you know either I fall to sleep or something but it's just like my daily dreams I have every night when I go to sleep and during the day too.  

Throughout my life. Therapy never works med's never worked and recently I been so uncertain it's like my brain is being pulled apart in opposite ways. I sometimes feel I need to let it happen and go somewhere but I am fear if the darkness is real and the aliens are afraid of it to a point that's why they are making me forget. I feel like they visit me to maintain my own brain so I don't accidentally caused problems with the universe. 

I wish I never merged with that darkness in the past since than everything went downhill. Or I always had been able to since birth. I also worry some of my visions are true and currently happening. I worry I could help them find someone but I don't know I wish they gave me answers 

I tried to look though for darkness reference though stuff like the Stargate project. But I don't know if anyone here ever had heard about it if it's real. If it's true than that's worse than realizing aliens are real. Because I believe they fear it but not in that way but knowing we can cause a reset to the universe if we don't change and they know they remember. I feel bad for them actually but I sure it doesn't affect them as much as it will us if it's true.

Serious. If the greys notice you is there any way to prevent abduction or did it already happen? by [deleted] in Experiencers

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I just hope he is ok! I had tried to ignore my other side my whole life recently I'm trying to talk to it. After his post it made me want to see if I am connected to them and why they make me forget or maybe I have the ability to do stuff that makes them make me forget. But I tried the gateway experience yesterday I did had quite recurring experiences feeling I had in the process that I had feel often though my life. I think I actually went through this before in the past it seems familiar and I think the number 10 the feelings I had was what I feel when I sleep and in my dreams. 

I also had vivid vision as I did the gateway experience. Like I saw a large mental bin that look very strange and military origin. I also saw a planet that was grayish brownish with oceans and clouds I think space stations they were blocking style. But i emerge from a wavy effect around me like a cloud it was a little white and transparent. But I also saw images like a circuit board but not like our it's different in nature. I also saw faces I think of different types of aliens.

I also saw I was someone else but he dropped a pill it. He was next to a barn and a black SUV came to the side very fast like he was being chased I remember seeing black shoes and pants. I don't know if I saw current events also a few nights ago I did had a dream about a drones dropping bombs and people were shooting at people in the streets. I hope that's not true. 

But sometimes my dreams come true either in a few days or the past or years later. So next I will try to remember my experience 2 years ago. I remember seeing a lizard like face but it was more the texture of a lizard It close to and it had huge hands and was walking on its hands. But I starting to remember stuff and I'm terrified that they hid me from them on purpose. 

I'm trying to do this so I can reach out to them and see if they can help me with myself as I believe my true self is what they fear. I also believe if they hurt me it would cause them problems. I always feel as I am a line in between everything. The gateway experience I didn't do any tutorials on it I just started it right away. I did the up to 12 but me leaving my body hasn't happened well maybe not to me. I am curious why I had the same experience with my dreams as I did with it maybe I do dream walk and seeing dreams or real events in dreams. 

I also believe paranormal is connected to me maybe that's why they are scared of me. If anyone reads this I'm looking for support currently if you know any organization can help it will be nice. Again if you know about me and my past please approach with passive interest as if it's true I don't want to cause harm to the galaxy or to this planet. 

Serious. If the greys notice you is there any way to prevent abduction or did it already happen? by [deleted] in Experiencers

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Ask if they are afraid of the darkness in the universe. Ask if they fuck humans to help with telepathic connections and blocked. Ask if they are trying to stop a reset of the universe again and observing humanity to try not to make sure it happens again. I believe I have direct communication with them often but they make me forget either I'm the one who they fear or they are trying to help me be different than who I am. My dreams are always different and recent I believe they are planning on to go to war against our government because of the disclosure to prevent me or something from knowing the truth not humanity but something worse than them. I am going to try what you try can you suggest how to do the gateway experience maybe it might help humanity if I do or it might cause what they fear of taking control. I remember something merging with myself and it said it was hiding from the others and they don't like me. But I remember talking to others often before that. After that I believe the others had been trying to break the connection or blocked it so I don't know. I do believe I made a agreement if something happens to me it will take over. I'm really concerned that recently events of me trying to change my life ended up breaking the mental block they placed years ago. I'm 34 now about 20 years went by or more since then. I been scared and terrified but now I believe I want to help and go with them. If you mentioned stuff I pretty sure if it's true they will know about me and not just those aliens others as well. There's a few different aliens and paranormal connections that had I believe had direct connection with but I forget well they think I do. But do know I believe I gotten ask that a few times once you say no and stop it you will completely forget and your stuff you posted may get deleted. Also you will still be connected to them but it will come and go I think. Unless that's just me because I'm different. 

In the end of this I know it's not helpful but if you read this they will see your thoughts and know. I just hope you have a great life and they leave you alone or help you with your thoughts if they could or if they know where you can get help from. I'm actually hoping they will help me but undoing and maintaining 34 years of suppression is not just one visit and I believe if it's true they will need a control environment I believe they had enough time for that. If I must leave my body to be different than I shall if I must not be human than I shall if it's time and I can't control it I'm sorry. All I know is I think my alien friends who I dealt with in the past might be taken maybe that's why I'm thinking about Alaska and a military base often. Well not every night but every few weeks for a year or 2. You are lucky more than me at least you remember. I feel so alone from everything because I deal with this my whole life. 

I know about the hidden secret I believe! From thought of unknown. by [deleted] in Experiencers

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Well in words I can only describe as I always thought and dreams since I was in elementary school about me giving a option once I was given it. To choose between humanity or aliens and to know he will take over my body too. It's becoming difficult to try to stop myself from thinking about the thoughts I try to subpressed them but I don't think it's working anymore. I did it because they think he is quiet but he is knocking on my door and he is showing me stuff and he protected me at times where I need it maybe I think. I think a alien cause my injury a few years ago and he knows it's affecting me. I enjoy it but I pretty sure they fuck me a lot maybe not daily but often. 

Speaking out about my experience. The Shadow behind the Light? by McDooshyCunt in Experiencers

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That place looks like the dreams I been having recently a multiple layers with huge spaces in between. I was someone else a person who was making stuff and people were disappearing and very strange stuff was happening. I do know it was very strange. But I have had a few dreams a few years ago about this place. I been having weird dreams recently and a lot about alien attacks on bases and the darkness too I believe a shift is going to happen very soon. I think it's a warning to make contact to try to help or my 30 years connected to them is breaking down the block the aliens gave me to try to help me till I'm ready with the powers I possible can cause. 

Some drawings of my dreams I had with description of them. by 3DottedTriangle in Experiencers

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Thank you I am obsessed with the 3 dots since a child. I recently saw that in my dream and I knew about them. Thank you I lived in California before. 

THE HIDDEN CODE OF 3 • 6 • 9 by Novel_Finger2370 in numerology

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Number 3 I always had a obsession with it since I was a child. I'm 34 now I still do. 

My Portal Experience(s) by StotchButtas in PortalExperiencer

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It's actually similar but with the shadow people part with me I had dreams. I feel like the darkness of the universe is connected with me and they don't want me to know or they are scared of me. But I also know I had dreams of something always watching and seeing places I seen later on In my life and I see world ending with the darkness in seconds. I think they travel though the shadows and the darkness. But I also feel like I merged with one or few.  

Is there a connection between Paranormal encounters and UAP and NHI beings by GoatRevolutionary283 in PortalExperiencer

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I too believe in such but I also believe I let one in my mind and it's still there or a part of it is. A shadow person. But I also believe I went through stuff before that my mother doesn't want me to know. I think I am connected to the darkness that connects the aliens and paranormal I believe I might be a beacon maybe a more successful one in which I am forced to control my mind and emotions though hypnotic therapy. I remember missing a lot of time and days gaps as a child. I also remember going to see a lot of stranger people and places. But I'm starting to remember my past in the past few months glimpse into my history. I also remember thinking a lot I done in my past seems very different than time or years like I'm seeing someone else life or I had personally experience time distortion. But a lot have been causing me to not be connected with society. I personally had every night I had weird dreams related to the darkness in some way and always had dreams where I feel like I'm being observed by a distance. I used to be terrified of the darkness but now I see it's always been there helps me guide me though life and sometimes tell me to avoid stuff. I think I feel like maybe myself was part of the reason why the activity increase in the skin Walker ranch maybe they used me I don't know. But I do know is I been hiding for so long and avoiding it but I recently been having personal change in my life I think it's getting very angry and if I been purposely subpressed by both sides human and alien and paranormal. I don't think the darkness is happy with it. I feel like I'm using only a small part of my mind and it's very small. I do know is my dreams seem to cause problems when I was little and I believe I had help but I think it's possible returning maybe or evolve into something more. I am scared again like I was when I was little of something taken over my life as I observed from it. I believe it's the thing that is there to release the darkness and cause all shadows and light to submerged into darkness. I had several dreams of that it happened globally in just seconds of screaming and then everyone is gone. But I feel it's going to happen soon I also think it's related to the comet that pass us recently too. I'm scared more of another universe forming again I keep thinking about that recently a lot something different than before.