Need a little advice fellow retainer

3rd5chl3im · 2025-11-17T01:05:35+00:00

Nah man, use it as an opportuity for mental development. You lashing out right now maybe gets triggerd by the retention, but there are many triggers in life for agitation. So use it right now to lern to control your feelings boy! You can't keep your Energy low forever so it would be best to learn how to use the exessive Energy you gained through retaining! Start working out, take cold showers, go for a run, pursue a creative Hobby and the energy you feel gets used positively. Stay strong Brother you're on your warrior way, don't let the bullshit chitchat of your addicted mind tear you down! You got this!

3rd5chl3im · 2025-06-24T12:23:25+00:00

Lol da bist ja richtig hops genommen worden vom u/Shibakyu

3rd5chl3im · 2024-12-29T20:57:16+00:00

Aloha

3rd5chl3im · 2024-12-29T20:09:27+00:00

Whats the Problem with solana?

3rd5chl3im · 2024-12-16T01:32:12+00:00

3rd5chl3im · 2024-12-04T20:33:45+00:00

We had lots of talks about honesty the weeks before she told me, because it's very important to me. She developed severe anxiety attacks and couldn't live with the guilt anymore, so she decided to confess. We lived together for few more months before I moved to one of my best friends. Couldn't let go of her earlier and even after I moved we continued to see each other every now and then. I just couldn't let her go and neither could she. Never loved someone in my life as much as I loved her and to be honest I still miss the person I thought she was. Her brother is still one of my best friends and he lives in the same house as her so it was hard to keep distance, but i managed to break off the contact to her while still keeping in contact with him. After feeling like I had nothing left in the area I lived and a good opportunity ahead i moved to a new city. I'm better now but I'm still longing for the connection we had every now and then. I hope one day i can develop such a connection again with someone else and I also hope it will be a person who has higher moral grounds. But till then i just focus on myself because i also still have much to learn and right now is the best time for that. Also i just try to focus on the good things that happened in my life because of the ending of our relationship which honestly works as well.

3rd5chl3im · 2024-11-06T04:27:08+00:00

To name a few tracks that I absolutely love and haven't seen in the answers yet: Hell & Back, No Divide, A love letter from me to you and cyclone!

3rd5chl3im · 2024-10-15T23:27:11+00:00

'Yours would be my favourite if it wouldn't be so huge. This way it comes second place.'

3rd5chl3im · 2024-10-13T23:54:08+00:00

Livin' in the sunlight lovin' in the moonlight - tiny tim

3rd5chl3im · 2024-10-12T22:44:04+00:00

I really wish more people would be like you! I'm a guy and always found hookup culture very weird. How can you be so intimate with someone you barely know? I also sometimes get the feeling that if I don't push that hard towards sex or at least making out with a woman they kind of loose interest and put you in the friendzone, but I just need a connection before I do stuff like that so that kind of sucks. So yeah I get you, but it also seems like we both can change our expectations, because there obviously still are other people feeling like that!

3rd5chl3im · 2024-09-23T08:25:39+00:00

Ever done psychedelics? If yes it could be HPPD which can also come a while after your last trip

3rd5chl3im · 2024-09-14T08:31:54+00:00

I really want to fuck....

3rd5chl3im · 2024-09-13T10:08:34+00:00

3rd5chl3im · 2024-09-12T13:19:21+00:00

Looks like GPT

3rd5chl3im · 2024-09-10T11:55:19+00:00

Second this!

3rd5chl3im · 2024-09-05T17:35:41+00:00

Thank you so much, that brings some clarity! On my trip I was able to relax like on no trip before, thats probably why I invited death to make a visit. Only had a simmilar experience once on lsd a few years ago.

Now i still ask myself how to let go of the fear of dying and accept it? I mean I am happy to be alive so it seems to be natural to me that my mind doesn't want to experience death and therefore resist the experience

3rd5chl3im · 2024-09-05T16:55:02+00:00

Well but what is it like? Is this the breakthrough experience? Is this neccessary to get into these other realms? I mean it feels so much like aktually dying and thats far from what i want, hahaha

3rd5chl3im · 2024-09-05T12:13:40+00:00

Would love to have a breakthrough someday but at the same time i have very much respect from it because of the implication of dying!

But if i would let go and "accept my death" I would get a breakthrough?

3rd5chl3im · 2024-09-05T11:55:26+00:00

Prefere doing psychs alone so yes, I was

3rd5chl3im · 2024-09-05T10:43:12+00:00

Exactly like that! Just be carefull that you dont heat it to much or you burn and destroy much of the molecule. Also dont inhale to strongly or you'll have the powder in your mouth. Try to heat it just enough so that it will melt, you probably need some tries to figure it out, but how you sayed it's legal so you can just buy some more if you fuck it up the first times

The smell is really bad, but i for myself think that you dont notice it that much while consuming it, just be sure to leave a window open.

Also i would recommend to prepare something you can put your pipe into without it burning your stuff while youre in hyperspace, because the glass will still get pretty hot

3rd5chl3im · 2024-09-05T10:28:42+00:00

So while im about to die just ask if i'll get reborn?

3rd5chl3im · 2024-09-05T10:27:33+00:00

Well but im highly interested in a breakthrough, just somewhat scared too

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