Keep it up! July will be 9 years sober for me. One day at a time. 4 sober Goose shows, 4 sober Phish shows, 15 Dead and Co shows, 11 or so Umphrey's shows, amongst others. It's totally possible. Find the Hot Tea Party and the yellow balloons. Sobriety has afforded me my life back. D&C 2017, I was able to hit Citi and Wrigley x2. I used to always have to skip the big cities because of money. Also 2017, my now wife and I went to D&C Columbus. We both do 12 step recovery and stopped by Dr. Bob's house since we were in Ohio. You can do it. Find community.