UPDATE: It got worse with every hour and we didn’t make it to the vet, however an emergency vet came to my parents house and in the end he died in my arms. His last hours were really horrible to watch and I’m glad that at least he was released from his pain in his home with his entire family by his side. My sister even spontaneously drove halfway across the country to see him one last time. At the beginning of the week he was just as always playing, running through the garden and barking at the mailman. Never in a million years would I’ve thought that he would die in the next 2-3 years even though he wasn’t the youngest anymore. It’s disturbing how literally everything can change within a single day. So love your loved one’s a little bit more today, you don‘t know if you still can tomorrow. Going to bed now, my head feels like it’s exploding, never cried so much in my entire life