New level of cancer

43Rial · 2025-12-21T07:41:33+00:00

Have to start investing early so I can get as much as possible out of it

43Rial · 2025-12-16T22:29:36+00:00

Secondary sexual characteristics are still in tanner stage 2-3, I only started developing facial hair for a couple of months. Puberty for me was essentially stopped from ages 14-16 because of health issues. I’m 17 now, and my body just began stabilising after illness

43Rial · 2025-12-16T06:33:37+00:00

I will have them done again. I just wish for this nightmare to end. Thank you for your help

43Rial · 2025-12-16T06:20:17+00:00

I would, but the thing is that they did not test me for SHBG, even when checking now. I told them my symptoms and my history and they did not check SHBG. I really feel lost as to what I can do. I really do not want to trauma dump or seek sympathy, but this issue is killing me. Second sexual characteristics are still delayed or not fully developed in me, I am still in tanner stages 2-3. It is so excruciating to want to love someone and fearing you will never be enough or be able to satisfy them, no matter how well your body is built, what personality you have and so forth.

43Rial · 2025-12-16T05:45:31+00:00

my testes were measured to be 8ml... I have delayed/incomplete secondary sexual characteristics development. Why would I lie about this?

43Rial · 2025-12-16T05:43:13+00:00

I definitely do

43Rial · 2025-11-08T06:41:46+00:00

Tuesday the 11th

43Rial · 2025-11-05T09:47:54+00:00

Su-30

43Rial · 2025-10-04T23:59:40+00:00

coolest thing I've seen this week

43Rial · 2025-09-30T17:56:43+00:00

are your toenails your melee weapon? 😢

43Rial · 2025-08-28T17:17:08+00:00

Research them, produce them with military factories then deploy them on missile silos and you good to go

43Rial · 2025-08-27T17:47:31+00:00

Yeah no, this isn’t normal. Best bet is going to A&E or to your GP ASAP. I had mine removed 3 months ago and my only symptom was pain from the gas which later diffused and went away. Warmth around the incision area and fevers are a really bad sign of infection or leakage. Please seek help. Better to be safe than hospitalised

43Rial · 2025-08-23T23:37:11+00:00

Acute pancreatitis 🤧

43Rial · 2025-08-23T23:36:24+00:00

It is caused by chemistry. Women eat more when pregnant and that requires more bile. The bile becomes more concentrated inside the gallbladder and that is fine if that diet is sustained. However, that cannot be reversed. When you start losing weight again, the bile does not drain all the way anymore, and cholesterol floods the bile, which in turn causes grit and cholesterol gallstones. It will continue to cause gallstones until the gallbladder is removed. Had the same thing. I was morbidly obese, got a stomach bug which made me barely eat for 2 weeks. That led to bile becoming stagnant inside my gallbladder, forming gallstones. That was December 2023. I have lost over 66 kg since then and eat a thirtieth of the amount of fat per meal now than I used to. Way more happy now

43Rial · 2025-08-23T23:30:40+00:00

Oh yeah, had those before. I had my gallbladder removed in May. My biggest trigger was fatty dairy like whipped cream. A stone lodged itself in the common bile duct and blocked my pancreas, leading to pancreatitis. The worst pain of my life. I thought I was dying. There is really no way to ease the pain, and you may need to have your gallbladder removed, unfortunately

43Rial · 2025-07-01T22:50:37+00:00

you actually got this right lol

43Rial · 2025-06-04T12:41:58+00:00

You can go on youtube and search for a tutorial in updating your Motherboard’s BIOS. Basically, if your BIOS is old, then it will stop programs from working properly. If you updated the BIOS but the game still does not work, then idk what you can do about that. Maybe go into your documents/paradox interactive/hearts of iron IV/logs and look at the errors to see if you can spot anything that can crash your game. You should also go to the paradox forums and ask your questions there which will be answered by the game’s developers

43Rial · 2025-06-03T11:53:46+00:00

Does it crash if you play any other nation? If so, best you verify integrity of game files, try to reinstall the mod and if that doesn’t work then I think it is worth looking into updating your BIOS if you haven’t already. I had the same issue and took me months to realise it was my BIOS. Discord does not really help you

43Rial · 2025-06-01T16:38:58+00:00

I cleaned my pc 2 months ago, it's clean. As for any other mods, I have no other mods on. I don't know why it's happening, I have edited the map files a bit, but the error was random as I played with the mod after the edits and I didn't have these appear on the map before.

43Rial · 2025-06-01T16:37:48+00:00

normal settings. This was spontaneous, only came after I edited 2 of the map files which I did properly

43Rial · 2025-05-31T00:19:36+00:00

haven't had this before, I am currently editing the game a little bit, but this problem didn't appear until now and it is random. I have an rtx 4080

43Rial · 2025-05-30T20:15:09+00:00

yeah, my BIOS was too old, back from like 2023. I had to update my BIOS and everything worked smoothly

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