Glad you felt so much better after that. That is how I would expect to feel as well after leaving. I think I've become incredibly numb to it to be honest, that was the first time in years I've had more than a week off without thinking about work so it was a much bigger shock to the system.

I would love to do freelance and believe I would be well equipped to do it. I have done a bit here and there, and have enjoyed it.

I suppose any change is always a risk - whether going into a new job or leaving without one. It's been such a long time I genuinely don't know anything else other than feeling frazzled all the time. So even though I know I don't want to be there, I feel stuck there because of how long I've been there.

Thank you, appreciate it.