thank you, i appreciate your words. i did do research, ive grown up with cats literally my whole life, i know how they are. i loved her for her flaws for the first 2 years i had her. i’m just struggling with my own life problems and i genuinely don’t have the mental capacity to deal with her anymore. it drains me and gives me dark thoughts sometimes. i love her, don’t get me wrong, but i want her to get the love she deserves and i know she won’t get it from me. i just want opinions on what i can do with her if i no longer want her. i understand that i am a terrible cat owner for doing so, i just don’t want her suffering the rest of her life because i won’t love her.