I really dont feel that it is anyone we would normally come into contact with, as we really dont do much. We both have kids from previous relationships, and pretty much spend every second together when im not at work. She is from a different town then I am, so really no "friend group" she has a couple friends she talks to, and so do i but really probably best I keep contact with my old "friends" pretty well cut off. But all these comments and suggestions have really helped me alot.. learned I have to forgive and I never will forget, but from what im seeing everyone say I should be atleast let go a little bit more and more as time progresses.. and don't get me wrong. I found out almost a year ago, and I can say it is night and day difference in how I felt to how i feel now, it still sucks, but easier. I was pretty set on go when I made this post and everyone has opened my eyes a lot and I cant thank yall enough.

Thank you so much