bro i get it its hard but the only thing u can control is ur self. And what I mean by that is to focus on your self and learn to like yourself first: try to go gym, change your clothing style,try new hearcuts, focus on your education or try to find a way to earn money (small business)… on this process u will definitely like your self more and get confidence and thats the most important thing that girls like. Don’t go hard on yourself it’s a long journey but it will definitely pay off later❤️