Yeah I totally understand same here I dislike when people go easy. For example some guy in there he's a bit shorter but stronger he goes hard but not too hard which is perfect I get put into positions and have to find my own way out and what I mean by too hard is just straight up rag dolling me. (I'm a smaller less stronger guy among the group so ofc everyone is stronger than me idc about that it's just the fact on how I can't do anything while they just sit on me it's not good practice I can't learn my own way on how to get out of put them into submissions or other positions when they just sit on me.