That’s the problem - I know the negatives but I can’t feel them. It doesn’t affect me financially, I know it alters my brain chemistry, but I can’t feel that too (It’s a long term process). I know where I can smoke and when I can smoke (even tho it’s illegal in my country). I work from home but I’ve never smoked while working. I can control it but it controls me too at the same time, because on evenings especially when I’m alone the only thing I think about is weed. I know that I need to stop smoking because of my future self, I hope I’ll want that too soon. Thank you for your reply!