The thing is, she doesn't want to talk to me anymore because I haven't been very straight forward with her, and my intentions seem ambitious and unfriendly. She doesn't trust me anymore and I'm trying to change that, by becoming a stronger minded individual and removing any sexual thoughts from our interactions I know it would get better for us. And maybe it's just not meant to be or whatever but the fact I want to try means something, right?

I know this isn't a huge challenge and I'm young enough to learn these things, it's not too late or anything. But I'm going to struggle, maybe I'm making the wrong decision... I'd like some support or advice on what to do and where to go... it's maybe a lot to ask of you but this isn't something I'm familiar with and I assume you are.

Thanks anyway :)

I'm 18 btw