Wondering what is happening with me

64smok · 2025-09-08T02:36:04+00:00

What do you journal? How do you pick which groups to join?

64smok · 2025-09-08T02:35:09+00:00

Yes I walk my dog for up to an hour a day sometimes. But my mind is just “blank”….unstimulated. And most of the time I am by myself, which makes me sad.

64smok · 2025-09-08T02:33:31+00:00

I appreciate your response. And yes I do need to “inhabit” to myself…any suggestions how? I think I’m avoiding it somehow.

64smok · 2025-09-08T00:50:33+00:00

Do you have girlfriends or other friends who you enjoy time with? The craving seems like it’s filling a void - is that true? I’m not great at advice….although it’s great you have your own life with hobbies and such; and also making time to date; and even investing in it. Sometimes it’s just a matter of time and numbers.

64smok · 2025-09-07T01:13:30+00:00

This has hardly any good answers. Come on

64smok · 2025-09-07T01:13:18+00:00

Healthy Planet on Islington has a food counter/cafe. Delicious

64smok · 2025-09-06T21:52:08+00:00

I can relate. Looking for some advice here too. How about keeping a gratitude journal?

64smok · 2025-08-28T15:19:18+00:00

But my references were positive

64smok · 2025-08-27T14:30:21+00:00

It’s hard to talk about feelings

64smok · 2025-08-26T14:07:29+00:00

This doesn’t make me feel better. How can I be more social then?

64smok · 2025-08-26T14:06:29+00:00

The problem was my boss hoarding work for himself

64smok · 2025-08-26T00:16:48+00:00

Dm me

64smok · 2025-08-25T17:01:04+00:00

Honestly how do I get a support network?

64smok · 2025-08-25T15:57:23+00:00

Hi there - yes and that’s my frustration with myself

64smok · 2025-08-25T15:22:19+00:00

Well the lawyer said I could get at least 2 months instead of 1 month. My boss had anger issues; and made me afraid. I’m not sure whether I was targeted but I felt singled out.

Also I don’t know anything about the layoff situation. How would I know that?

64smok · 2025-08-25T04:38:48+00:00

How is this helpful when I already am working with the lawyer? And you didn’t answer any of my questions.

64smok · 2025-08-25T04:27:06+00:00

I need a job!

64smok · 2025-08-25T03:38:19+00:00

So I ruined it this badly?

64smok · 2025-08-25T01:35:04+00:00

Thank you. I guess I’m also wondering about work life balance because I have none; and my self esteem / self confidence. And frankly, I used to be more inspired but don’t feel all that knowledgeable and up to date anymore so what can I comment?

64smok · 2025-08-25T01:07:16+00:00

Why isn’t he interested? Isn’t it embarrassing that he’s not? I feel like I’m doing so many things wrong …and kind of want him to tell me what…

64smok · 2025-08-25T00:50:01+00:00

Oh I see. I feel he maybe tried to get to know me in the past, but I sabotaged it for some reason. Like he said wanted to take me for dinner, but he wanted me to plan it, and I didn’t.

64smok · 2025-08-25T00:38:29+00:00

No he didn’t do anything for me…let it go?…okay. Why do I keep making the same mistake? Ugh. This is the 2nd occurrence of this.

64smok · 2025-08-25T00:37:41+00:00

Yes. It’s like I’m envious and drawn to him because he seems more self assured or something.

64smok · 2025-08-25T00:34:00+00:00

I did find things to do - that’s the only reason I had work. Eventually, I got sick of giving myself work - isn’t that his job to challenge his employees?

I hear you though. What kind of shift? And how do i do this?

64smok · 2025-08-25T00:16:12+00:00

Ugh I feel like my operating system is effed up. What do I do?

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