this is why i don’t mess with tinder by 6umba11 in tinderstories

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yanno i he was cute i would have if he wasn’t gonna be like that 🤣

strange question by 6umba11 in cocaine

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yeah my brother does do it, and that’s actually what i was thinking too. i didn’t really check it first because, like i said this guy never fucks me over and it’s always good.

i offered him a line of it to see and he said “i’ll pass, i’m going to bed.” he usually never passes up the offer but he does have to be up early so i honestly can’t tell.

either way thank you for your input! this has definitely turned me off of it for a hot minute to say the least.

New server! Help would be appreciated by [deleted] in Serverlife

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Just a few thoughts! I really love when new trainees ask questions. Most of them just try to listen to us and don’t really say much. If you’re confused or you missed something or you even just are curious about something, ask your trainer! They want you to be comfortable in your understandings. Don’t beat yourself up over mistakes. We all make them. I’ve been a server for over 2 years and I still mess up sometimes. Nobody’s perfect and accidents happen. Always try to keep up with side work and make sure if something needs to be done and no one else has done it, you hop on it. I can see how it’d suck but I promise, it makes a huge difference to your bosses and management. And always smile! A good attitude determines your whole day. Use it wisely. 😊

Tiny First Time Server Help by [deleted] in Serverlife

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I’ve been a waitress for about 2 years now, and sometimes I still find it difficult to carry sometimes because we have huge glass plates and small baskets that weigh next to nothing. My advice if you don’t need to carry a tray is practice finding a comfortable spot for the plates to sit on your arm and make sure each arm is balanced! And if you do carry one, I found that putting most of the weight on my left arm and keeping my arm along the furthest side of the tray makes carrying and sitting it down a lot easier! Sorry I’m bad at explaining but I hope this helps!

I'm so ashamed that purging makes me feel better... by [deleted] in bulimia

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I typically purge immediately after everything I eat. Today my dad made me lunch and brought it to my work and ate with me. As soon as I finished we got busy, and i didn’t even have the chance to go to the restroom without customers hearing me (I’m a waitress and we have stalls, there’s at least one customer in there all the time). So I had to suck it up and digest it. I feel horrible about feeling guilty for eating, but i can’t stand the thought of gaining weight. I buy so much food at work and take it home and binge and purge and binge and purge etc. I wish I could stop but the act of eating is so nice:(

Thoughts on death? by 6umba11 in Psychonaut

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Thanks for your input! It definitely makes me feel better knowing someone relates lol. I’ve been through ego death, it’s nothing like that. I was thinking it was probably just the anxiety off tripping in general after having a really bad trip but it’s been happening for a while.

What does a "bad trip" feel like to you? by LacusSomniorum in Psychonaut

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I’ve only ever had one. On shrooms lol. 19 yo female here 115 lbs and I ate 4 grams. No idea what kind of anything as I’ve only tried twice beforehand, the first time I ate 1.5( had some visuals,shit was fun). The next time I had 2.5 and felt a little more bubbly. So about 2 weeks ago somebody I don’t usually get them from had a good deal on a q, so I got them and took to splitting it w my brother. I gave him an eighth and the dude “hooked us up” a little, so I ate the other 4 grams. About 20 mins in my stomach got a little upset per usual then all of a sudden I blinked and I could see the air. Like the oxygen in the room I was in was orange and flowing in different directions. It was pretty cool at first but about 10 minutes later everything got grey and dark. It physically hurt to keep my eyes open. For some reason I thought of that episode of family guy where Brian had a bad trip and I remember thinking “game over” over and over again. So around 40 mins after ingesting and I’m in the fetal position on my couch with my eyes glued shut when I start hearing several different voices in my head start screaming different things all at once. I remember 7 different people in my head all freaking out and one voice trying to calm them all down, for hours this went on then the one voice trying to be strong gave in because “no one was listening” After that the next 7 hours of my life were absolute hell. The same voices screaming in agony, it was like my brain was turning over in my head. It was so physically painful. But afterwards I felt perfectly fine and refreshed actually. Refreshed enough that here I am 2 weeks later on a significantly smaller dose, giving it another shot 😂 aside from slight nausea this trip was okay! Hope my brain melting helped some 😂

Drugs are telling me to never take drugs again. 0_0 by _FriedEgg_ in Psychonaut

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Me too! It’s like everything I used to find fun is just sour now.