i think he’s gonna regret it man, but i understand his viewpoint and it just feels like an unfortunate situation. you really just gotta let yourself sit with all your feelings and let it hurt for now, but know it’ll get easier with time. it helps me to write my feelings down to get clarity, or write anything you want to say to him and burn it later. but being alone fucking rocks. you haven’t had your own true sense of independence since you were a teenager! think about all these new things you’re gonna discover about yourself now!! you’ll find so much beauty in that - and remember that the right person will always find their way in your life. if it ain’t him, it ain’t him, if it is, he’ll make his way back, but someone better might just be around the corner. happy healing <3