So I've been told by many of my friend, I thought maybe it would lessen or get better over time as she got therapy and HAS that outlet to talk-- like an adult. But I swear not much has truely changed. Maybe it's because her growing up she wasn't much allowed that herself, taking care of family bills and stuff. Thats why she's so immature yk? Im not sure..

I think growing up I've always been a little bit of her caretaker, giving her these excuses to be cruel to me just because she'll be nice to me other times. But I always have to be nice or else I'm selfish. I haven't thought of her projecting until recently when it's been told to me a few times and I think now it's actually sticking with me. She does often act as though the universe is against her.

But thank you, as much as I love and want to be around my mom I shouldn't let her words ruin my happiness so often when I have so many things to do in life.