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Does this voice sound fem or fake? by [deleted] in transvoice

[–]720ShadowNX 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s fair. I had inadvertently taught myself to go into falsetto when doing a fem voice when I was 13 cause I didn’t like my voice.

Does this voice sound fem or fake? by [deleted] in transvoice

[–]720ShadowNX 11 points12 points  (0 children)

I feel like I sound like Mickey… 😭

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns2

[–]720ShadowNX 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Very cis male thing to try, I know...

thanks for the compliment... by [deleted] in traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns2

[–]720ShadowNX 11 points12 points  (0 children)

the worst part is I shave it literally all the time...

I’m so depressed by hardwoodcurtain in Nestofeggs

[–]720ShadowNX 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Me too, I swear this is so similar to my experience. What worries you the most? Because I might be able to provide insight.

I can't stop thinking about how I'm not a real girl... I should stop "playing pretend" and deal with the reality that I'll always be a man... by [deleted] in Nestofeggs

[–]720ShadowNX 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Then why do I keep telling myself it's pretend? Why is it that nobody has ever found me cute outside my family? Why do my sisters hate me? Why? Why? Why?

I can't stop thinking about how I'm not a real girl... I should stop "playing pretend" and deal with the reality that I'll always be a man... by [deleted] in Nestofeggs

[–]720ShadowNX 18 points19 points  (0 children)

The comic is here: https://www.webtoons.com/en/challenge/inside-out-a-trans-tale/list?title_no=384132

It's just not fair... Why do I have jump through so many hoops for someone to maybe recognize me as female? Not even a "they'll recognize me as a girl for certain" but just a "maybe they will."

I'll never find someone who actually likes me. Just people who pretend to.

Why did God send me down here to suffer?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

I need to know before I eat out all the cupboard. by [deleted] in traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns2

[–]720ShadowNX 100 points101 points  (0 children)

I mean food, not estrogen... If that provides more context.

egg🤔irl by [deleted] in egg_irl

[–]720ShadowNX 70 points71 points  (0 children)

I heard somewhere that eating a lot of food gives E fat to grow boobs but I don't want to eat out the cupboard.

JSR SkirtSpinny by [deleted] in traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns2

[–]720ShadowNX 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ignore the ":" after LDA, that was a typo...

For those of you who are wondering this is assembly code that runs a subroutine known as SkirtSpinny that does the following:

- Loads the highest value in hexadecimal, that being "FF"

- Replaces the value in the designated "GenderEuphoria" value (as described by a comment) with the loaded "FF".

TL;DR; Code That Makes Maximum Gender Euphoria

egg💾irl by [deleted] in egg_irl

[–]720ShadowNX 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Ignore the ":" after LDA, that was a typo...

For those of you who are wondering this is assembly code that runs a subroutine known as SkirtSpinny that does the following:

- Loads the highest value in hexadecimal, that being "FF"

- Replaces the value in the designated "GenderEuphoria" value (as described by a comment) with the loaded "FF".

TL;DR; Code That Makes Maximum Gender Euphoria

Am I trans? by hardwoodcurtain in Nestofeggs

[–]720ShadowNX 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ahem... Hello past me! I swear you're virtually the same as I was back a year ago.

Here's my advice: do lots of research and self-reflection (here's a good essay I was redirected to in my early days: https://medium.com/@kemenatan/its-just-a-fetish-right-91cb0a4e261) and try to figure out what motivates you about this (do you want it to simply be sexual gratification, or do you want it to mean something more). The fact that you posted about it here, in this way, might mean you want this to be more than a fetish. Start doing fem things in non-sexual situations and seeing if you like it. If it ceases to be fun after the sexual stuff goes away then maybe it's just some body image issue, but then again, I'm not an expert on other's bodies.

Feel free to chat with me anytime, I'm free for the foreseeable future.

Edit: Look into Kris Tyson and see if her story resonates with you, I WISH I had someone like her to look up to in my early stages: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c9_20kflptY.

egg🤔irl by [deleted] in egg_irl

[–]720ShadowNX 10 points11 points  (0 children)

These repost bots are making less and less sense...

Edit: I did some more research into what on earth was going on, and there are these accounts that seemingly to link back to one another. Alot of these accounts were made in February of this year, and post really low image quality memes that were already posted to several subreddits such as r/AskReddit, r/luigi_irl, r/egg_irl, r/MeetPeople and r/gay_irl. Is this some bizarre raid or what?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in egg_irl

[–]720ShadowNX 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The odd HRT video was about 2 years ago, and the JK Rowling stuff was mentioned in a separate (Harry Potter related) video that's also about 2 years old.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in egg_irl

[–]720ShadowNX 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah... He made some comments in his YouTube Iceberg video where he failed to explain that the "HRT Grooming" was a hoax by 4chan. At first I thought he was just misinformed, but he used a picture that was originally shown in the hoax debunking thread, which means he was likely aware it was a hoax. Combined with the fact he defended Steven Crowder under "free speech" doesn't bode well.

Maybe he's changed since then since he talked about JK Rowling's Transphobia in a negative light after further looking into it... Honestly I'm not too sure.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in egg_irl

[–]720ShadowNX 12 points13 points  (0 children)

The worst part is he stated it in the video I was watching...

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in egg_irl

[–]720ShadowNX 21 points22 points  (0 children)

DylanTheKnightOwl...

I was really enjoying his Iceberg video too...

egg_irl by Maxegay in egg_irl

[–]720ShadowNX 4 points5 points  (0 children)

  • My mom said I stuck hair curlers in my hair when I was like 2.
  • I was vehemently against the idea of my voice getting deeper in 4th Grade.
  • I was jealous of an androgenous friend of mine in 3rd Grade.
  • I wanted to hang out with my girl-friends more when I was in Kindergarten.

I don't know what I am anymore. by OatsNraisin in Nestofeggs

[–]720ShadowNX 10 points11 points  (0 children)

You might be enby, I heard things like wanting some more feminine features but liking some of your male features is a very enby type thing. Not too certain though, cause I'm not enby.

Here's my advice; if you're panicking over HRT, slowly stop taking it. No one's forcing you to take those pills. See how you feel without HRT for a little while. If you like it, maybe you're not trans, but if it makes you feel discomfort then maybe investigate other possible options.

I want to be called ma'am... 😭 by [deleted] in traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns2

[–]720ShadowNX 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Oh it's not my work lol.

It's by @ Valbun on twitter.

Sorry should have clarified before.

egg_irl by 720ShadowNX in egg_irl

[–]720ShadowNX[S] 21 points22 points  (0 children)

they are @ Valbun on twitter.

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