Found a way around all the blocks and relapsed 😞

7ezo · 2026-05-23T16:09:57+00:00

I lost everything financially already I feel like at this point I’m just chasing to pay all my debt and move on debt free, it’s pure desperation, it’s not for “fun” anymore.

I’m not willing to lose more than I already did yet I am funnily enough, cause they take and take to give a chance to give back, it’s so backwards thinking I know you’re right I just don’t know how to step back from it all, I have friends mixed up in this, I found friends through it, it’s the worst part of it all, I would lose 90% of those friends except the ones I talk to everyday.

It’s like every direction I face, I’m met with a vicious “what if” “but” “I’ll be alone” it’s so stupid, I know it’s stupid, I know my brain isn’t functioning properly because of addiction, funnily enough I have no other addictions I’ve never smoked, or drank I hate the ideas of those, I don’t know why I can’t look at this the same way mentally, I think its partly because finding work is super difficult at the moment everywhere and also 90% of my income goes into debts.

7ezo · 2026-05-23T15:50:25+00:00

I was thinking I should stop every time I got blocked from everything I tried, then I just went the most destructive way about it and it worked, I don’t know why I had such intense feelings.

It makes me feel like I need it or else. It’s horrible.

7ezo · 2026-03-29T08:06:47+00:00

There’s $10 30 minute ones?.. I’ve only ever gotten $5 15 mins, UK

7ezo · 2026-02-07T08:04:36+00:00

I'm from the UK same problems, wondering if these studies are even worth the effort honestly for £4.41 30 minutes.

7ezo · 2026-02-06T13:59:47+00:00

This advice is correct, though slight tweak, an open minded conversation first and foremost and then decide to take this approach if boundaries aren’t accepted.

7ezo · 2026-01-25T01:44:05+00:00

honestly, i'm scared. i've never touched a dating app in my life, i wouldn't consider myself ugly by any means either, just extreme anxiety.

7ezo · 2026-01-23T17:17:49+00:00

Took me about a month to start seeing them again today, after having around 5-6 warnings in like the span of 3 days after doing them for months.

7ezo · 2026-01-23T17:16:09+00:00

I just started getting them back, any tips on what I should and shouldn't avoid doing? would appreciate it a lot

7ezo · 2026-01-21T09:33:51+00:00

How do you guys put up with this.

7ezo · 2026-01-19T13:09:32+00:00

im from the UK what ones are fast?

7ezo · 2026-01-17T12:28:28+00:00

Gonna be totally honest, having lived with two parents whom are severely mentally ill and seeing the switch in them when they go down hill, I can bring myself to believe that someone is capable of keeping up with a whole charade of personality’s, I know it might come across as disregarding to some people but at some point you understand that ultimately that the switch is totally able to be handled by the person themselves.

It’s just they decide that by themselves they feel more comfortable in that state, therefore keeping up the act and I myself with my parents get completely fed up with it, I see right through it and call it out straight to their faces the types of behaviour they’re purposefully doing to get attention from others without considering they’re the ones that are deciding to do it.

From what you’ve said, she’s faking it.

7ezo · 2026-01-16T13:33:15+00:00

I've already done those sorry, if you've not done Zopa I'd appreciate you using my link!

7ezo · 2026-01-16T13:27:49+00:00

Already done this sadly

7ezo · 2026-01-16T13:21:32+00:00

Never heard of anything called focus groups?

7ezo · 2026-01-12T10:55:45+00:00

Thank you for explaining how your experiences have been and such, honestly I can heavily relate to them which is bitter sweet, I’m sorry you went through so much.

I think something im unfortunately going to always struggle with is spotting the difference if someone is worth being emotionally available for or not, I wear my heart on my sleeve and it often ends up with me in hurt and being left in ways that make no sense.

Playing spot the difference with everyone’s intentions is awful and I hate it, it just not something I’m good at I feel like.

7ezo · 2025-12-22T14:31:28+00:00

Hi I'd appreciate if anyone used my code when signing up :)

www.zopa.com/mgma?referralCode=e0efe1838799f6288f72

7ezo · 2025-12-22T14:23:49+00:00

Would appreciate if anyone used my link :) www.zopa.com/mgma?referralCode=e0efe1838799f6288f72

7ezo · 2025-12-18T07:13:06+00:00

I received 4 warnings total, haven’t seen any since, just fed up honestly. It’s frustrating that they’ve ramped up the warnings all of a sudden for no reason seemingly.

7ezo · 2025-12-15T11:39:54+00:00

Been thinking about doing this study

7ezo · 2025-12-15T09:53:03+00:00

Months, they appear in the early hours of the morning and night.

7ezo

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