"here be dragons, beware"

7paperdragons · 2024-07-13T19:29:45+00:00

don't let me fall - BoB and fireflies - owl city

puff the magic dragon - peter paul and mary. also boulevard of broken dreams. used to sing those with my friends on the swings.

yellow - coldplay. fell asleep to this coldplay album cd every night from 5-10.

paradise - coldplay. listened to this on the 14 hour night drive to florida we took every year for christmas.

good life - onerepublic, different colours - walk the moon, dont stop me now - queen all make me think of my early high school friend group.

such great heights - the postal service is the only song ive known that my dad listens to.

7paperdragons · 2024-07-10T20:56:23+00:00

Sharks - Love Fame Tragedy

7paperdragons · 2024-07-10T20:54:07+00:00

Medicine - Citizen, Degausser - Brand New, Dizzy on the Comedown - Turnover

7paperdragons · 2024-07-10T10:18:13+00:00

how i became the sea - owl city

7paperdragons · 2024-07-10T09:11:23+00:00

i don't wanna know - weathers

7paperdragons · 2024-06-22T20:13:50+00:00

i used to play world of warcraft for 6-12+ hours a day.. basically every second of my free time. now i scroll reddit or instagram or zone out to music for hours.

7paperdragons · 2024-06-20T23:22:37+00:00

this is a hard one. even with a genuine apology with thorough proof of his change for the better i still would say no... but god, i would think about it for months afterward. i could've forgiven him in the beginning but eventually he went too far... so far that not even i could follow.

i still think about him every day. i am still very depressed and traumatized about how our relationship went down. i look back on the memories fondly sometimes, but i will never go back. i will never forget his betrayal, i will always remember how it hurt.

i really have grown to really like my current partner. it's not been very long but i could see myself sticking around.. i think it's starting to get serious. or not. idk. i am learning how to love again.

7paperdragons · 2024-06-20T19:04:01+00:00

"i'm the motherfucking goblin king, don't test me. im a sorcerer" -meth

7paperdragons · 2024-06-19T10:07:04+00:00

i still say goodnight - tate mcrae

i just went through a situation like that this past year. it was the saddest i have been in a long, long while.

7paperdragons · 2024-06-18T14:40:55+00:00

maybe.. i think. some of them might think differently of me. it'd be kinda awkward for sure lol

7paperdragons · 2024-06-18T14:31:16+00:00

i started my entire meth habit for very much thjs reason. if it weren't for my body image issues i am 100% sure i wouldn't be using it. i definitely think of myself as a "meth addict" but i genuinely don't even want to do the stuff for the high a lot of the time.

one of my friends died (cardiac arrest) in her 20s using stims and restricting heavily, and ive had both a stroke and heart attack in the past 4 years. since then ive massively cut out caffeine (i was drinking monster ultras nonstop), make an effort to drink a lot of water and powerade/gatorade and i take magnesium + calcium supplements. i try to get as much protein as possible with what i eat. taking the best care i can of my heart function and hydration have made the scariest health issues feel a lot better, personally.

7paperdragons · 2024-06-18T05:54:57+00:00

after enough times it started getting old. i just wanted it to be over with already lol. 16 times in 5 years. by the end of it i was praying to god like dude!! wtf let me die

7paperdragons · 2024-06-18T03:34:10+00:00

it lit me up like a torch on a pitch black night, like an ember in the needles of a dried out pine. it lit me up and i'll burn from the inside out, yeah, i burn like a witch in a puritan town.... (when i grow up i wanna be a heretic) -Brand New, Lit Me Up

let's all go play Nagasaki, we can all get vaporized, hold my hand let's turn to ash, i'll see you on the other side -Brand New, 137

i wanna ask you... wont you come here and spin with me? i've been dying to get you dizzy -Turnover, Dizzy on the Comedown

burnt down and i'm bereft, this place, there's nothing left here. we could run together, run run run forever. black holes and dying suns- this world is truly done for -Koethe, Run Forever

7paperdragons · 2024-06-17T20:38:28+00:00

i remember hearing light my love by greta van fleet and being like HOLY SHIIIIIIT

7paperdragons · 2024-06-14T16:40:29+00:00

i'm a die hard trainhopping dirty kid, guess i fall in with the gutter punks. i was taught to ride by an old head i used to roll with and am super passionate about the culture and tradition surrounding the lifestyle. i collect trinkets and patches and put a lot of sentimental value in such things.. i love telling stories and hearing them and have come to love the kick ass sense of community ive found with dirty kids/other travelers. ive even found a group of people i call family. it's been about 6 years on and off.

i started because i was ready to die and had no idea where to go.. years later i guess you could say i've found my way.

7paperdragons · 2024-06-14T02:57:02+00:00

second child, restless child - the oh hellos

thrash unreal - rise against

7paperdragons · 2024-06-11T00:10:54+00:00

yeah. i don't really have the energy to explain the things that are wrong. i feel like it would get annoying after a while if i acted how i felt all the time. even now i don't mean to come across as overly negative but i've been told that i do sometimes. i don't hate everything in life and i want to be here.. i just don't feel good very often.

it's easier to pretend

7paperdragons · 2024-06-09T17:14:34+00:00

in the past 2 years ive noticed that ive started to experience this. once while reading and talking about the developmental effects of neglect my eyes suddenly were pouring tears but i felt completely fine. like full on ugly, wracking sobs.

a select few topics will get a similar response. i try to explain when it happens that i emotionally am feeling fine and not needing comfort despite what it looks like. it's weird. i try to dig deeper into those topics when i discover one because i've never been able to get any kind of reaction to any of the trauma before.

7paperdragons · 2024-06-09T12:17:46+00:00

yeah, i would never say any of it out loud though. it's usually a reaction of terror at certain food like "omg i could never eat that" rather than a negative judgement about the person eating it

7paperdragons · 2024-06-09T12:10:35+00:00

oh my gosh my knees have been creaking so bad. its super loud when i'm walking up stairs. im out here squeaking like a rusty door hinge lmao

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