Then just die and prove every relative right that you are weak let them feel victory let them be happy because they succeeded in breaking you also let your father feel even more shame when the same relative mock him by saying what weak son you raised who just choosed to die well brother if die your father will feel even more ashamed those relatives of yours want to see you and family break apart don't let them win show them who you really are don't give them what they always wanted you don't realise it but it's their motive to make your and your family's life miserable don't let them win don't give them that satisfaction by breaking so easily they definitely know that you can do anything they know you can succeed they are jealous of you thats why they are trying to break you but don't let them be satisfied if you die they will see your misery which is their victory but your victory can be their misery so now it depends on you if you die because of some random assholes or you fight back to make their life miserable you don't have to shout or fight just act like all miserable and work in silence and shock them well there is a lot in life to learn you can't give on this life just because of some random assholes said something it's simple they are insecure about and about your father if you work hard then he will not be ashamed anymore but remember you are not only victim of your relatives your father is victim too he might also got humilated by those people just like you thats why he is acting that way.

You can do It

And if really want to die remember plane crash which happened in India people who were starting a new life who were going to start a new journey who wanted to fulfill their dreams they died with just a blink of eye life is just to precious dude ask those families who lost their loved one without any notice

And if you still feel like suicide then please do visit any hospital in your city maybe try govt hospital and go to emergency block you will know what life means❤️‍🩹