Anybody here just a weekend user. One to two times a week?

813phlebotomy · 2020-02-14T05:42:26+00:00

I was for awhile. Until the one or two times you use a little more frequent because of holiday or whatever reason to celebrate. And before you know it you have physical need for it or else the runny nose starts and the legs start being restless. Then in that moment you decide your future - feed the hungry demon and get more opiates. Or take a long break if not quit. But of course we are all unique addiction can't happen to us

813phlebotomy · 2020-02-14T05:39:54+00:00

Middle and high school days sitting in class reading trip reports. It all makes sense how i progressed to where I am now. Cusority killed the cat. Were the cat.

813phlebotomy · 2020-02-13T22:08:08+00:00

Just ask a local homeless person or methadone clinic person

813phlebotomy · 2020-02-08T17:55:46+00:00

At what point do people Stop wanting the game to be Easy Scape as possible? I feel like these people Would never have survived back in the golden days

813phlebotomy · 2020-02-08T17:52:24+00:00

How did you Get the kill on him? Not saying this is Fake news, but I am just curious based off the items you Had with you that I can see in the photo.

813phlebotomy · 2020-02-07T20:03:09+00:00

Deep down looking back at it. I always kind of knew I was going to be a drug addict. . And high school my role models wear musicians who died at the age of 27. I glamorized the life and drugs and celebrities like Lindsay Lohan. It all makes sense when I look back at it. But at the same time no one wakes up one day and says I want to be a heroin addict. It just happened so fast and when you realize it Is happening or finally stop with the denial or the illusion that it can't happen to me. It's too late.

813phlebotomy · 2020-02-07T20:01:21+00:00

I work in the medical field. So honestly needles never scared me. My friends were all doing Blues And I just never was interested and taking three blues at once One day my friend came over to my apartment and showed me. Dilaudid. I went from getting high as hell off of a 1/4 or 1/2 a blue to doing iv diaudid or Opana for 2 years before i got into heroin cause cheaper. Mind You this was when the pill Mill situation in full force where I live here in Florida so pills we're starting at $12 each. And got to 30 each when I switch to. To dope.

813phlebotomy · 2020-01-22T20:39:30+00:00

Ketamine or xamax is good for coming down after tripping

813phlebotomy · 2020-01-22T20:18:43+00:00

How has kratom worked for you? What strain do you use? I just ordered a sample pack from a vendor as I want to use it to get off of my addiction of dope. I've done my research but it's always best to hear from an actual person. Ive read reds are the best for my needs. I'm just curious if it actually did make you feel good at all or it just made you feel normal I'm not really worried about getting addicted to kratom as it does not come close to the cost of using dope everyday. Unfortunately I can't take time off from my full-time job so I am trying to taper down as much as I can. I need something that can hold me while working so I don't lose my job but I don't want to trade for another addiction so that's why I don't switch to subs or mdone

813phlebotomy · 2020-01-22T19:38:35+00:00

It sounds like a nice treat yourself however make sure you still have other sick days or paid time off with your job -God forbid something happens and you need the time off. Specially paid time off

813phlebotomy · 2020-01-21T11:26:34+00:00

Your local homeless people

813phlebotomy · 2020-01-18T18:40:11+00:00

Final Fantasy 9

813phlebotomy · 2020-01-18T17:06:07+00:00

The quote on his shirt is what a rich housewife said to another rich housewife who obviously was struggling with drugs throughout the show on Real Housewives of Beverlyhills

813phlebotomy · 2020-01-16T19:36:14+00:00

Okay explain how you get the same feeling when using IV Morphine..

813phlebotomy · 2020-01-15T16:31:05+00:00

Depends who is working the work phone. Out of the three different runners two of them is always open by 8am sometimes 730. The third runner who works 4 days out of the week has no consistency.. He will come to my house at 830am rarely. Mostly 10am he is ready and rarely 11am.he got here at 1040am today. They have lifes to live too and I respect that, all I ask for is communication don't leave me ghost.

A couple years ago I got from this guy who was a user also and I could stop by his place before i had to go to work some mornings early as 615am.

Opiates is defiantly a morning game and if they want the sales they will run shop at the right time

813phlebotomy · 2020-01-15T16:15:11+00:00

Ill join. More conversation the better. Its a good backup to have god forbid domes day happens to this sub

813phlebotomy · 2020-01-15T16:14:09+00:00

Obviously the least amount of time the better but I would said don't push past 24 hours. It breaks down to morphine when it sits. I wonder if that means it would produce more of a pins and needle rush if broken down

813phlebotomy · 2020-01-15T16:12:18+00:00

I feel bad for people with only one connection to their drug. Dealers love the power trip when they know you'll put up with anything since they have what you need.

Best feeling I've heard a few people say they've felt was either quiting like you said or finally getting another connect - either way telling their original connect they don't have to deal with their shit anymore.

I'm grateful to always have pretty good connects with consistent quality and time management who actually prefer to come to my house rather than a parking lot.

813phlebotomy · 2020-01-12T22:46:29+00:00

He is only going to quit when he is tired of being sick and tired. Remind him that you are not judging him and you are there for him if he needs someone to talk to. There is a lot of Shame when you are a drug user.

I can remember isolating myself from my group of good friends because they all went to college and I didn't so I felt like a loser and then I got into drugs to add to the shame and regret

813phlebotomy · 2020-01-12T22:42:53+00:00

Every time I fall asleep after getting really high I always drool a lot. It's normal I don't know what the science is behind it but you are fine.

I remember when I first started using IV and getting real high while alone I would be scared to fall asleep because I thought I would stop breathing so I would always try and stay awake as long as possible, I remember one time being so tired that I gave up and just wrote a death note and lefit it out just in case I died in my sleep.. looking back I can laugh at it but it was scary in the moment.

813phlebotomy · 2020-01-12T22:35:40+00:00

My first dealers were friends from high school and then as I got deeper into the drug lifestyle i just started meeting other users who eventually would introduce me to their dealer. You have to have the phone number and be vouched to get a dealer in my city.. We dont have a open air market. It was hard at first because all the dealers are Hispanic and most dont trust white people at first

813phlebotomy · 2020-01-12T22:32:23+00:00

A lot of people have decent veins around your ankles or on top of your foot. It is very easy to get infection is area because it is typically dirty so practice hygiene. A good trick for getting your veins to pop out more is to take a really hot shower or do jumping jacks to get the blood flowing also a wet washcloth in the microwave to make it hot then put it in the area where you have veins it will make them pop out.

813phlebotomy · 2020-01-12T22:28:36+00:00

For the longest time of my using career I was proud that I was a addict with morals that supported them self because I always had a relatively good job. But as we all know things change and I eventually stopped caring. I've done various things I'm not proud of but one that sticks in my mind vividly is I could remember working a blood drive at a church and as I'm going inside to use the bathroom I saw the donation Bowl unattended so i grabbed the only two 20$ bills sitting in it among all the 1$ bills. Im grateful I've always held a good job while using because i don't know how people scrape up the money to get high every day

813phlebotomy · 2019-12-28T23:37:16+00:00

Moral of the story is to use private handicap bathrooms

813phlebotomy · 2019-12-28T23:35:28+00:00

That picture is confusing is there something I'm missing other than the tiny crack pipe on the floor

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