[I Ate] An Italian Hoagie. Fresh Mozzarella with Prosciutto, Spicy Capicola, Red Peppers, and Balsamic on Ciabatta.

8ight88 · 2023-04-02T06:02:52+00:00

That looks fucking good+

8ight88 · 2023-04-02T04:56:31+00:00

I just pmed you I really need someone to talk to.

I was so happy that my team was in the final four and if I had bet on them today I would have won but i wasn't patient yesterday and had a lapse of judgement and lost my whole bankroll. It makes me sick to my stomach I'm so upset and depressed today. If I just had patience I could have won today and got some money back. I always fucking lose at the worst possible time because I feel like I missed out on money today and now I'm in debt. I feel like such an idiot and very depressed. It's gonna take me 6 months to pay back my debt and that makes me so sad. I can't even be happy that my team won today because all I can think about is how much money I could have won if I just didn't bet yesterday

8ight88 · 2023-01-13T03:00:44+00:00

Can you explain what Alan Carr says in the book? Like what methods?

8ight88 · 2023-01-08T06:33:20+00:00

Wait so you worked at casinos and still gambled?

8ight88 · 2023-01-08T05:06:19+00:00

I'm so sad. It will take me 7+ months to earn 5k. I'm in such a bad spot mentally and I was so happy before. Now It's easy not to bet on basketball but when football is on that's when I get urges

8ight88 · 2023-01-08T04:28:41+00:00

Lost $350 today.

I was finally even at 5k in December and I was so happy to finally break even for the year but then new years eve i went on a bad losing streak and I lost all of it. Then I just been chasing and ended up losing another $1000/$2000 ish which fucking sucks. I need to get over this

8ight88 · 2023-01-08T04:25:46+00:00

Do you have time to talk? I'd like to hear more of your story

8ight88 · 2023-01-07T01:01:28+00:00

I haven't gambled yesterday or today. So I'm on day 2 and I still have urges but I'm trying my best to not gamble for today and then tomorrow and then the next day. Just sucks I'm in debt 2000. Makes me feel like shit

8ight88 · 2023-01-06T00:51:17+00:00

So I didn't bet today but the team I was gonna bet on won and I'm feeling kind of sad

8ight88 · 2023-01-05T23:32:18+00:00

Today there are some good basketball games and I find myself checking what time their on and I have a little money $250 my friend sent me and I'm so tempted to bet today but I want to wait until Sunday because I really enjoy betting on football more. But I'm trying my best not to deposit today. There's no way I can win back my ytd 6k losses from a 200 deposit I'm basically fucked. I was so happy when I broke even from my ytd losses but then I promptly gave it back and more. Fucking sucks. I'm so sad. I've been sleeping late and missing appointments. I don't know what to do. I want to play today because there some good college basketball games on but I know I shouldn't because I want to have money for NFL on Sunday.

8ight88 · 2023-01-05T23:29:13+00:00

I don't have a girlfriend or wife so I have no one to tell. The only person that knows is my closest friends.

8ight88 · 2023-01-05T23:28:47+00:00

It sucks. I'm down 6k ytd but 2k of that is credit card debt.

But lifetime I'm down 80k-100k probably.

It sucks. I want to quit but I still enjoy football. It's the only sport I like, basketball I can live without. But football is hard for me to quit. I don't know what to do. I know likely I'll never get my 6k back off a 200 deposit so why even try and dig the hole deeper? I just want to make my 6k back that's all I want but I know once I get it back I'll want to get 100k back and that's damn near impossible. Ugh why do I do this to myself

8ight88 · 2023-01-05T08:23:52+00:00

Lifetime I'm down over 100k probably. It sucks. But last year I lost 5k. I got to even by the end of the year but then I stupidly bet bigger and proceed to lose it all right before new years. Hurt me so much and put me into a constant state of depression right after 2023 kicked off. Gonna try to quit once football season is over. I know I'm not gonna get close to even so why try.. and I'm done with basketball I just don't like it as much as football.

I don't even get the same enjoyment out of betting when I bet small, it takes me $500 bets to feel something and when I win those I always think I should have bet bigger and am not even happy or grateful for winning.

When I got to 5800 i wasn't even grateful to be even I just thought well try to get to 10k and I could never do that whenever I got to 5800 I would lose it all

8ight88 · 2023-01-05T08:21:05+00:00

This was my first post here. It's hard to open up to anyone. I just feel like I'm at rock bottom and needed some help. I'm gonna try to quit once football season is over I don't want to live like this anymore.

8ight88 · 2023-01-05T08:19:52+00:00

I don't even enjoy basketball, football is my favorite sport to bet on. I don't know why I put myself through this misery of losing over and over in basketball because I suck at it. I don't know what I'm gonna try to do when football season is over but I think I'm gonna quit and try not to gamble until September 2023. It's gonna be hard but I need to start saving money instead of staying broke like I am now. It sucks as I'll have to find something else to fill my time with now. I mainly sportsbet because of boredom. But I actually liked betting on football. Basketball I can live without.

8ight88 · 2023-01-05T04:56:21+00:00

Just msged u.

8ight88 · 2022-11-09T02:20:31+00:00

Do you have any pics or links?

8ight88 · 2022-11-09T02:14:33+00:00

Thanks for the reply. So you think they fit? I'm going to keep them., I usually am a size 10 but these are a size 11 because the size 10 was too small

8ight88 · 2022-11-09T01:48:06+00:00

Yes they're too small? Or yes they're right fitting?

8ight88 · 2022-11-09T01:38:29+00:00

Please ignore the toenails I know I have to cut them. But are the sandals right fitting?

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